due date in 2 weeks time~

this morning, when i was ready to go down, heard Marley barked so loud. so i take a look at my room window, and i saw the 'electric bill man' outside the fence, as usual he took his telescope to view the running meter. hehehe... so tech-savvy. (no choice, but to improved in that way as the residence here r mostly rear dogs. not one but a lot. lol.)

i quickly ran down the stairs n went out to get the bill. the man ask lots of things bout my furkids especially Marcy. hahaha... and just in couple of minutes, mum was out too n just start interrupting... (that's her..)

cut my bangs again today.. Alicia cried non-stop when i carried her while my mum taking her turn to cut. get a bit frustrated thr since in the first place i already mentioned doesn't want to go since it's quite late ady during that hour.. not enough time to prepare as i need to work in the afternoon.. sigh~

rushed to office and end up did not bring my wallet. can't buy skittles. :(
get boring in office. and i googled up to search for Marcy's due date.

gotta expecting puppies in two weeks time. phew~ worried much how it gonna be like n whether she'll be good at nursing her pups.

on the way back home, i drop by to buy easy way.. hehe.. my fav! stumbled upon yun fei n carlson sitting thr.. chat for awhile while waiting for my drink. hmm... doesn't know wat to say though wit them.. seems like thr's the gap btw us.. nothing to share..

mum n dad going to kampung tonight. (doesn't feel to follow them) having maggi for my dinner n kept watching tv till 8 something. went up my room n only realised that i have a missed call n a msg. it really gets me frustrated when the msg reads my cage will not be mine. urghh! wit the excuse of her husband alrdy promised someone to sell it. at a time like this? come on... that's lame. it's been few days n only u told me? even my parents r trying to help me tidy the place for the cage to be placed n even asking me bout the cage when to be delivered here this morning.

it gets me pissed when it's almost near for marcy to deliver. *sigh* i really doesn't know wat to do.crossed my fingers that i able to find a better cage yet a better price too FAST! that's all i can hope for.. i need my angel!

Finally... the Auditor came

as expected... the Auditor will be coming in today.. so tried to rush to office earlier... hehehe.. still, not a glimpse of him till afternoon... kinda afraid if he just pop-in when Alen was out during lunchtime. phew~ kinda relieved when he's back and that man still haven't come.

having lunch wit Pei Ling.. tried out the new shop just in front of the dental clinic of Dr. Alex Lo. not really nice though the so called popular main dish, "kon lau mian". will be trying the laksa next time.

just after back to office, i knew right away the auditor had come. Alen was sitting on the plastic chair giving me a signal... the Auditor was inside the store room. was putting back my handbag into the drawer when the Auditor suddenly came out and greeted me. lol. first impression? FAILED. not a 'smart' looking man at all..

i kinda hate him when all the while he's not talking anything to me.. damn! i felt so invisible. maybe he thought i was a newbie there or just a 'not-so-important staff. ugghh!

but Alen was tension & stress enough.. while i'm the opposite. guess i'm not being questioned anything... hehe..

comments on the auditor:-
i dun really like the Auditor.. he seems to be rushing in his every actions. can't calm down himself even a bit.
then act like he-knows-everything.. and i hate guy talks like he-knows-best. kept on repeating & repeat what he says.. bla..bla.. bla.. like we are somewhat forgetful person. duh!
& he types like mad.. i do really afraid the keyboard will be broken in no time. seriously..do he need to type that hard?? oh gosh!

thank God that he's fled before we are doing our closing... FINALLY! after the long waits of few mths...
but poor Alen phone called by 'boss'and kind of being lectured.. and we were asked to order stock once per week??? it's totally crazy! don't they use their brains? i wonder...

kinda tired... so i sleep rite after i take my shower..

urghh!! humiliating case..

today encounter a real embarrassing event.. (that's what i thought)

this morning when i'm driving to work...
all the cars were moving slow that day.. so i overtake and ended up in the middle lane of the highway.. which i need to get back to the left lane earlier to went into the road to my working place Damai...

and so i was a few seconds late to be on the right lane.. i quickly put my signal on and that's when i also sure of myself that the area ard is 'cleared'. i steered to the left lane... and that's when behind car 'honked' me.. i'm shocked but i just ignored it since i'm sure of myself am right.

just after seconds, heard my phone ringing in my bag.. thought who was calling me at that second... reached office n i saw the missed call r frm Alvin Chin?? he nvr used to call me out of anything... was wondering wat's the matter..



on the way to text him back, he suddenly called again. so i picked up. and guess what.. he's the one honk me just now. arghh! okay.. it's just humiliating being honk by someone that i knew...

then after putting down the phone, i get really distracted since i kept thinking that i was no wrong. (even my dad said so) so i get my phone n text him back to ask bout the situation just now. hahaha...

n he called me back... so he's start explaining the situation n giving advice. hahaha..guess or might be also my fault after all... as i don't see him close beside me... lol. been adviced to drive carefully.. (urghh)

but still it's a embarrassing thing to me~

interview!

go for the interview today at Pan Pacific Sutera Harbour which appointed at 9.30am.
sitting at the lounge... and finally greeted by my fren's boss & manager.
well... the interview is ok... but i'm started to think whether it's really worth it to work in a hotel line...

& the main question i was concerned about is the money issue problem... it's damn so low for the basic salary offered. and second, all those time sacrificing by working continuously for fortnight only worth that much?? i just don't get it... i kept wonder whether God really want to show me something??

and my fren kept on asking me for the answer...(guess will be another turn down offer.)

luckily i'm ON TIME to the office... hehehe... & another busy day... until full of confusions & blurness.

MONDAY!

what a hectic day today!
once i reached the office... it seems like all the works started piling up for me to do... phew!
i even confused up myself... kept on finding my wallet n cellphone around the hse which made me late to office... but it's actually in my handbag already! lol. felt like been blinded...as was said in yesterday's sermon... hahaha... guess i experienced it NOW!

busy like a bee since started working until finished work... that's tired! that's 7hrs of working continuously! almost wanted to skip my lunch for just wanted to finish up the work... (guess that's my energy & seriousness when comes to work)
btw, the weather today r so tempting me... raining so heavily which really a great moment for sleeping at home.. hahaha..

today quite a surprised to received a call... a call to interview tomoro. thought there won't be news anymore bout the job. but i'm still struggling whether the job would be really for me? or a green signal? i've been praying bout my career opportunities... n i'm not even sure whether it's the right time for me to change job since it's the first job that i felt comfortable after so many offices i backed out after a mth? it's a bad history for my working experience. and it's this stable income which also higher offer than any other companies that can given me. arghh!!! headache...

god give me strength...

A Letter for Me! (due on 10th April 2014)

Dear the Future Me,

HI! How are you doing? I believed that i'm gonna turned 26 this year when u reading this letter again!
Are you doing great? Feeling Good?

I hope you're not missing me in these few years. As i'm expecting much to see a more successful, improved, confident, happy, mature, and a beautiful me!

How do you look like now? Did u become that beautiful lady in town? lol. I'm sure you do so. I'm longing to see that radiant youthful skin again now... (as God did promise me so) in which i don't have now...still fighting this pimple prone skin that kept haunting me for years which i can't possibly remember how long...!!! damn!
I hope that i have fought a good fight at your time now.

And oh yeah, how's your BANK right now? I'm really hoping that you are able to pamper yourself right now w/o any worries of money left. lol. Thinking i'm lacking a lot right now.. even struggling to find ways to be able to buy smartphones, and a lappy. (and especially it will be officially mine) update me with ur latest gadget,aight?

How bout ur working right now? ur Job? I don't wish to hear you are still stuck at the same job till now. Not with the same position even if it's still at forever living... (crossed fingers!) lol. Manager la at the least! hahaha... with God Blessings! Guess God for sure have opened up ways, supernatural opportunities for you. I'm still thriving to find the job that i've always dreamt of. Bcuz there will be a day God will surely use me according to HIS purpose... to touch ppl lives and be a blessing to others. I'm sure this is just the time of my beginning towards the journey of my great ambitions & dreams. Please do update me photos of ur adventures. : )

Oh yeah, do you have a great boyfriend already? A cool & hot guy? lol. A loving you the way you are guy? Please do tell me the amazing story. ahaks.. Thinking back, i can't believe I'm still single right now. but I'm sure God will bring the right person to me. and I'm wondering whether my siblings are all married?? or even having great kids? hehehe... and how's everybody's doing? Mum & Dad? I hope you did a great job taking care of them.

Oh... do I have grand furkids? How's the beautiful husky Marcy, that funny Marley, & adorable tiny Rainbow? lol. or even added more to the family? I know you will love them more & pls bring them out once in a while.

Did we moved out? to a beautiful house? my own room mayb? I'm still waiting for God's answer bout this matter. Hopefully now u can help more in the family and do a great part of yours. Remember the dream to own a hse? and opened up a business? Prayed that God really open the gates of heaven & pour much blessings to own that in a short time.

And before i Forget, did u received the anointing of the Holy Spirit? to be able in a deeper relationship with God?

Continue to stand firm in ur faith... and release the greater faith in you. grow Stronger and you can do great things for it is possible with God.

From,
with Love the Past Me.

P.s: Love You! send regards to our Boyfriend. lol. Looking forward to meeting you!

it's Sunday again!

tonight watched a movie again... lol. almost every week once. (even planned wit sis not to waste money n plan well on our budget) we r cutting down expenses by not buying snacks for movies. hahaha...

i have no idea what the movie was about or even the full title even now. just follow the crowd to watch... lol. but it turned out to be a gud movie worth watching. 'The Eagle'... (ok, i admit i just found out the title through the internet. lol) if u happen to like the film of '300', 'troy', 'braveheart', 'the patriot', 'gladiator', 'alexander'... then u'll like this one too... i really like these kind of movies... i rather watch these movies few times than love stories... (it's boring, yawn...) lol.

and most of all, the main cast is Channing Tatum... one of the handsomes i must say... hee...

bought another FEMALE mag... hehe... and it's hilarious when we forgot to redeemed at the counter after out frm Giant shopping. but lucky i realised before we really drove of frm City Mall. thank God!

T.G.I.F.S.

thank God it's First Saturday..of the month... holiday! no work!
i'm actually expecting this week my friend would come to visit my furkids. but end up no news. since it's the only week in a mth i'm free. it's a relieved too cuz Marcy is still not looking gud yet. lol.

was a lot of planning on my mind to do for today... but end up... nothing as i planned.
thought to bring Rainbow for a heart guard injection and collect my MICE cert at college. but again...

was asked to wake up for a test drive... lol. i'm actually was not fully prepared and din even have the mood to practice my drive. oh well... dad drive us (me & eld. sis) to the sports complex field again... this time using my myvi.

first time really driving an auto car. felt something was missing... & of course it's the gear changing procedure! hahahaha... drive for few rounds.. getting used wit the steering... and i dare myself to drive onto road. real road! oh gosh... i dun know why i was so nervous. & i can't believe i'm driving slower than usual compare when the time i'm still learning to drive. and damn it's auto i meant!

turn out my skills so sucks! at first i'm still confident... but after hearing a lil bit of 'teachings' frm dad plus confusions itself, i just loose control of everything. my driving seems moving like a snake! oops~

back home... while releasing Rainbow, while working on to put on a leash on her, the most unexpected thing happened! Marley got on her back and... well... he just raped her! it's crazy... (that's wat i'm avoiding to happen... put on a leash so that she won't be raped by the neighbour's dog. arghh!) & i damn worried she got pregnant... since she's tiny & a distemper survivor. *crossed fingers* got to wait few mths b4 i know the answers...

Happy April Fool's Day!

it's been a long time i din really 'join-in' for an April's Fool's day... so i tried to do something great & have fun this year! y not?

tried to search on the internet of ideas during midnight. so finally found one which i think i can pull it out successfully. CHANGE MY BIRTHDATE!!! lol. so there i change my birthdate to 1st APRIL on my FACEBOOK!!!

just after few minutes i changed... i'm thrilled to received notifications of someone commenting on my wall! and there goes my first fake birthday wish received. hahaha...

and then i went off to sleep... when i woke up, i open again my facebook page... another few wishes posted on my wall... lol. and it's getting quite interesting... hahaha... i tot i only get to fool a few of my friends since earlier post one of my friend already hinting a fren on my wall that it's a prank. and even my two sisters texting me when saw the birthday notifications. hahaha... and even she tried to tell of my prank by posting it on her wall... lol. (she can't stand so many ppl being fooled ady) hahahaha...

and i even thought others should b more attentive not to be fool cuz of today!
but into my surprised, (cuz i can't online at work) i saw another 77 notifications when i log in again at night... lol.

some are quite smart, or i would say they have the 'heart' to rmb my birthday. it's the most great April Fool's prank i've done so far. lol. it's a great game to play... and at the same time, i analyse that ppl tend to have the heart to spend few minutes to wish u on ur big day but nvr intend to really care bout u or get to know u. that's really sad but it's the fact.

guess i'll continue to make it a tradition to make a great April Fool's day every year. lol.
regretted i din turn my sis clock early 1 hr. hehehe...

other than that, i also successfully lied to Stephanie. saying i'm on leave. and that makes me can't get to have lunch wit her. lol. and the hilarious part was even my mum played the game. she fool my bro that his husky on the loose. hahaha... that sure pissed him off that time. lol.

Happy April Fool's day...

start frm the basic...

dad brought eld. sis & I to sports complex parking area to learn driving today... lol! it's been more than 3 yrs i din touch the steering wheel... phew! ever since i got my license. ahahaha...

well... unexpectedly, thr's few companions too... also wit their parent guiding them frm beside. it's quite funny btw... seems like a driving school range thr...

my sis goes first... and we kept taking turns. going good at start... but after the last round, my legs r tired... (it's manual) so i goes wilder and bumpier. lol. i wanted to try on the road... but after so long, it gets me nervous n scared to try. dad afraid of our skills too on the road. so he play on the safe side. hehehe... were thr for bout couple of hrs.

back home,  felt tired n sleepy. n i dunno why i dun have the mood to go church today & so i din go. mum suddenly came up n said wanted to 'tapao' kfc. so went wit her to buy. *mum spends me* hee...

at night, suddenly after take my dinner, had toothache. gosh! it din stop but cont. up to headache... can't rili endure more so lucky bro back at the time & asked for med. take 1&half paracetamol. luckily the pain gone quick. phew~

mum advised to go for dentist tomoro & asked dad to bring me. i actually really wanted my mum but i know it's impossible since she's babysitting. hmm... bro kept advised me to go for private. but i'm worried i dun have the money. since i'm so 'broken' already. hahaha...

guess what, sis came back so late... and as expected, she bought her new phone! xperia x10! damnit! arghh!! i'm still using the same old phone... figuring when then i can really bought mine??? how i wish thr's cash in front of me pronto!

problem solved!

yippie! i'm so happy that i finally fixed sis' laptop. phew!!!
after a couple of hours waiting, it works.
thank God that i found the solution.

damn antivirus 8... what a scam!
lucky enough i'm brilliant that i search tru the internet. hahahaha...
was worried at first my sis laptop need to reformat.& even might need to wait till Sat to fix.
and she's already angry at me. and last night i seen her 'sour' face. oops!
and now... problem solved!

monday!

felt good today... as i dun need to endure the suffering working as a salesperson!!! turned on my hp, relieved that no missed calls or any sms seen coming in on the screen. haha

it's been like so long since i played & care for my furkids... just knew that Marcy has been out of dog food for 2 days. and only been given liver... poor her. not sure why bro din buy kibbles for her since yesterday night did went to 1borneo. i hate him for not being responsible. dun get it why he wants to rear a husky since if u can't afford to do so. (lucky i warned him not bring in another more though i love furkids)

i can't bear to let Marcy only eat liver for the whole day. even this morning, she have diarrhea due to having livers only. so with no choice (bcuz mum dun want to drive out), i walked out to shop to buy canned food for her...

while still choosing whether to buy canned food or kibbles, i just remembered that today is monday!!, and monday is NO plastic day. gosh! still lucky, that i only wanted to buy one thing. eventually chose back the canned food which i ever bought before & went to the counter to pay.

came to my surprise, it cost me rm11.00 for tht canned food. only about a couple mths passed, yet the price raised rapidly. before, it's only RM7.70. damn! real fast those business man earning their ringgits. i even not believing the price so i ask the cashier to re-check. lol. still, it's the same. no choice but to pay. arghh!!! waste another few ringgits!

an unfortunate evening for me... the 8pm singapore drama series aired finish already last friday. and it's the Last ep. (and been blamed for having cg at our hse in result din gt to watch the end) since eld. sis notebook is on, so i just tried use hers' to search for the last ep to download.

all of a sudden, (and i dun even know what really happen until now) came up saying that the notebook hv virus. it blocked all the running programs and worst still, came out a window urged me to download the antivirus 8 to remove it. afraid of the laptop been infected by the virus, so i downloaded it & installed. but then, it says i need to buy it to activate the license. *dang*

i was damned worried cuz i know i will get the scolding! and yes, been scolded and blamed of downloading that stupid antivirus... duh!!! (i dun even know wat it is) even i din dl it, it's still blocking all the programs frm running. damn frust right now. my hands r tied. i dunno what to do. n why it happened on me??? i only can kept quiet and let the blame on me... as the cause is still by me.

hopefully i can do something out tomoro...

relieved!!!

can't really sleep during the night... kept thinking bout the job..& what should i do? prayed to God that hopefully he will give a sign so that i know exactly what decision i should make. i'm asking if God really can give me the so called winning 2 hundred thousand rm frm reader's digest (means i'm sure can take the decision to quit the job).

woke up & turn on my hp. and a msg coming in. a msg frm  my 'leader'. informing me that they will be having bbq this morning & invite me to join. totally not interested in this kind of fellowship & i just simply rejected it. i'm still so disturbed ("fan") bout the matter...

tried to dashed off the prob... having great time wit furkids..while bro & sis washing their cars. eld. sis bf's car was here... it's really in a bad condition due to lack of care. inside really omits a bad smell & even spider webs can be seen. lol. claimed that been 2 yrs nvr been wash. gosh. i dun rili get it how he use the car. such irresponsible living thing.

felt like really wanted to try and drive... it's been over 3 yrs i din drive. nvr drive out since took my license. lol.

today's sermon like hinting me the green light to quit my job. which to lead a BALANCE life. inside & out. and i was thinking that i wouldn't have my balanced life if i work in this company. there's no time for myself & God. but all for WORK! it's sucks! btw, alan approached me & we chatted a bit. he said his company have a vacancy & asked if interested, try for the interview. it sounded good to me... guess God is opening a way for me.. another opportunity opened! but still, under CONSIDERATION... since not sure whether it's convenient to work thr... hmm..

mum said she wanted to go shopping tonight. so planned after back frm church service. bro suddenly said he wanted to join. hahaha... so while waiting for bro changed, sis kind of asking how's the work actually... mum actually already hinting me to quit the job yesterday. after much telling more & describing bout the working system, they ask me to quit immediately! i dunno why... but i felt totally relieved!!! i felt the confirmation to do the right thing. so they asked me to not going work tomoro. hahaha...

felt like the weight on my shoulder are gone straightaway... my mood totally changed!

back frm 1borneo, watched tv till midnight. n only bout 2 am i sent a msg to my leader... saying that i'm quitting. quickly then i off my cell phone. i wanted to have a gud sleep n i dun intend to received call when i'm still sleeping in the morning. :)

what a day... full of surprises!!!...

just back few hours ago frm award achievements of Perfect Pentagon @ Palace Hotel. just fyi, the hotel has been transformed into a much beautiful hotel, a 4-star hotel now which compared to 3-star before. it's a total transformation and new after so many years back when i went there.

today is full of surprises things happened. and i wonder what God really wants to show me... right now, i have a lots of mixture feelings and thoughts...which i didn't quite to expect...

today i was unwilling to wake up early, really...  especially at the time at 5.30 AM! i have no choice but to follow my sis ride to my 'brand new office' (it's my official first day) since no one seems to be able to send me to office that early. so i just followed and went to morning prayer. i still don't wish to go for morning prayer... after so long i din.. feels weird enough in a sudden appeared in morning prayer... lol.

but one thing i tried to do this morning... i prayed earnestly unto the Lord to guide me in my future.. which in my career and the fullfilling of my needs. although i still dunno how to hear or expect what God's answer is. especially in these few days, i'm having mentality war within myself. whether to continue take on this job or not?? remains a question...

i reached early to office. unlucky enough i forgot my water bottle. so have to bought one at orange. ughh... i really dun like all the so called 'business partner' (colleagues)...  it gives me the insecure feeling to work ard wit these ppl. especially the guys have the perverted look in them. i'm not trying to be racism. it's just that we r so much different in various ways. & totally opposite status...

first when i stepped into the meeting room... gives me quite a shock. the music blasted no diff. in a disco pub. i dun get it why they have to turn on the music so loud, hardly to talk wit each other. the manager talks by shouting and so the guys in giving response. just like in a motivation program. *faints* then started wit an ice breaker called Bingo. i hate that game!! and heard that who ever loses needs to do strip dance??? wtf! perv!! lucky this morning they din punished anyone to do so. (worried if every morning needs to gone tru this kind of crazy games. ohh.., please NO!)

then, we stayed back as others went for out-field. breakfast was spent by the manager. he's really kind of stingy person (as expected). still using the very old model hp. lol.

learned more bout how the company works today (pre-management as told). but i'm worried much bout the time of working there... it's totally overly over time & the suck thing is, i can't spend time wit my family (included NO own personal time/entertainment) and of course i'm much more afraid i don get the time for God. bcuz it happens that fri the day we went back damn late! and frm wat i understand, the higher level u r, the more time u have to spend in the OFFICE! and i already stuck for the pre-first day (2nd interview) which only released at 7! and it's FRIDAY! gosh!

and even for today, i got cheated which was told will be finished by 1 or 2pm. and as i guessed, again i only back at 4pm... (was told at 3pm only finish) and earlier i already dated my fren at 4.30pm. unfortunately, i have to delayed the time & i burdened my fren waited for me and forced to take my dinner outside. (of course, i can't save a penny!!)

well, in a rush took a bath & went out. still not knowing wat i'm gonna attend for tonight. but i dun care, i just want to have fun! went to tanamera for a drink. kinda disappointed for not going to Kopi Ping. hahahaha. well, u know wat i'm thinking.. lol. while i'm having my dinner there for my frens already took pizza earlier while waiting for me. : ) i just ordered a hazel white coffee and sandwich tuna. tried to order the cheapest to save as much as i can. but actually i still can't eat much after recovered frm sickness. weird that i can't even finish my 'soto ayam' this morning.

on the way while in the car, was given the ticket and were asked to choose a number. just for lucky draw purpose. i gave them to choose first. but since thr's few more selection, so i simply choose 0077747. i like the 7 bcuz i guess God loves number 7 too! : )
heavy rain. reached palace hotel. and saw Alan, a church fren at the registration counter, coincidently working in this company. while waiting since we arrived early, another fren of Jesse came sitting down beside me. so i just be friendly & started a conversation wit her. another coincidence! we came to know the same person... which is Anthony! lol... what a small world it is!!

and so we chatted w/o realizing, the event starts. heard much testimonies... and my mind seems to really opened! the testimonies were great frm those manager levels. it gives me much determination and inspiration to become like one of them. the shocking find out was that the profit they can get in a week r much more than in my current job company expectations. i was like wow!! & the best thing frm what i understand is i dun need to do overtime... and they dun need to open a new company even if they r in the highest level. which means i can do other things which i like while just waiting my xtra money to flow into my pocket. *evil grin*

so was thinking... should i continue to try on this job? i really wish to quit this job. but it's not in my hands to do so. as i'm already not working for long... i gave my family the authority. as i dun wish to be said work-not-long habit. or God allows me to do in this direct sales? i feel the urged to join... n the name which already changed to PERFECT... it seems resembles God.

the surprised part was, i was one of the lucky 15 lucky draws! lol. as i rmb, i dun think i ever get a prize frm lucky draw. got a product for car's engine. since i have no use of it, i gave it to my bro.

so many surprises happened in a day : )

2nd interview...

today went for the 2nd interview...
damn so early to office... i'm still not sure whether my decision was right to come back today.
felt weird in this office environment...
while waiting for some1 to approached, sent a msg to Felicia to reject the job offer. since today is the last date to confirm on my decision. (better to reject than not) 
the manager came & pass me a sheet of paper... juz another iq test. i dun get the purpose of answering these wit the job... give me a headache to think for the answers. urghh!!
been introduced to Justina... will be my future leader.
today followed them to out-field. walk the whole day wit heels. damn!

i'm the smartest in my appearance... the only female who wears office wear and the rest wearing ordinary clothes... and i felt that i'm being cheated.. from what i did experienced today... it's the same as doing sales outside. no other different than any other salesperson.

it reminds me again whether i really did been selected for the 2nd interview. *regretted* totally it's not what i thought the job to be...

well, it's totally the waste of time outside today. making me sick just thinking to work wit these whole bunch of ppls. totally worried will be infected by them for being fed with lady gaga's songs & conversations non other than sexual (18sx).

furthermore they seem to be 'hating' chinese. *racism* btw, they din really do their work... resting time more than working. even waiting for the time to pass. that's y i dun like those 'kind' of ppl... (yeah, guess i kind of racism too. ahha...)

been offered the work... but inside actually was thinking hard whether i'm really suitable in this job or should i take it. will see how...

thought i can off-work on time today... but only 7 i was told to go... damn! i dun get it why they r so free and still lingering thr not going back... thank God for the whole arrangement tonight, that everything goes well... since tonight is the first cg gathering.

well, tomoro need to back again to start my very first day. *sigh*
 

got an interview today...
the post of event crew/coordinator which found frm the internet...
few days earlier... did call the number stated on the website but not answered & the person dun seem care to call back. even sent a msg to ask for interview... but still no reply. i dun wish just to give up cuz it's the job which i really like to find. so i search google and found out the company's add & telephone num.

asked to come for interview at asia city. actually i got the feeling that it's the same company which i ever go for interview before. was selected for the 2nd interview but i din go. but i'm not 100% sure & i want that kind of job so just gave it a try.
the appointed time is 11.00am... a bit late reached as dad bring the cage base to weld it up earlier.
to my surprise, it's really the SAME company i went before. lol.

and guess what, when i went inside, thr's a guy i thought which is the office boy or work as an admin thr... but actually he's the interviewer & holds the post as a manager. hilarious! totally he dun have the manager look...

thr's one thing i dun get it... it's totally different post frm what i want. totally none related wit events... and frm wat i understand, the job is non different frm doing sales... and the working hours are longer... even on Sat need to work half day.

was asked to stand-by mode... (means always beside my hp) wait for the phone call... but asked to come tomoro morning for 2nd interview... was a bit blur & not sure whether to return tomoro... since i've waited for the whole day din received any calls..

hmm... but decided just go and see how it goes...

bro's birthday!!!

it's 12th January.. again i realised time flies real fast!!

it's bro's birthday today. so sis planned to spend for the dinner tonight.
i actually did planned to buy a gift for him... might be a shirt.. but din get to buy since din went out shopping. hmm... might only wait for next year though... felt the guilt since nvr bought him a gift.

well, tonight's dinner was booked by his gf. hehehe... we dine at welcome seafood restaurant @ Asia City.
it's my first there... when i went in to the closed area (inside which is air-conditioned)
i just felt weird... as everyone was looking at us... felt like thr's something wrong wit us... hahahaha...
and i was soo jealous when i saw everyone using touch-screen phones... arghh... when i gonna get one??? ishh..

the dishes were only okay!!! and only that one damn fish already cost rm65!! lol... and that's the most expensive dish among others that we ordered. even crab & prawn can't compared. hahaha... wth...
the service were kinda poor though... might be too many people...

well we go for "2nd round" at veda blu... just go for take-away... hehehe... but actually i still prefer hyatt's ice cream... but not sure how much it cost... bro such a wasty... left about one scoop of vanilla... he asked me to throw... but funny when back home, Marley pushed me frm the back and my hand slipped... the ice cream fell on the floor.. hahaha... so Marley licked it away clean... guess he likes it so much! at least it's not wasted. : P
"yit dao gee"...

after went in, as usually Marcy was excited. kept jumping. and oops... the cage base broke... (it's actually really in a poor condition already) poor her.. i really wanted & planned to buy a new cage for her... but oh well... thr's whole in my pocket. i wished i got a job pronto!! no one have the budget to buy a new one.. so just bring it to welding it up tomoro... ngehhehehe... not a bad thing to happen~

frustrated!

today is tuesday... i feel so frustrated to find a job quick...
the date line is killing me actually... although i know what my final decision is... reject the offer! or i like to called it a JOB! i won't say it's an offer as i dun think it that way... totally it's not even an offer... ridiculous one indeed.

yesterday went for an interview... which a friend recommended. actually to help her in the office as she wanted to do sales. i'm planning to work for few months just to earn enough to survive temporarily. she knows that i only wanted to work for not long... and i don't intend to tell the boss during the interview...

and... oh, i failed to do so... as i know what he's expecting... he hint me.. and so i am honest wit him. cuz i felt tired of running company by company... i wish to find a proper job which i like to be stable... and yet he hires me... but it's totally not a good news to me. and guess what... i might really just take that job working few months..but i think twice bcuz he only asked me to start after chinese new year??? gosh..just a few hundreds n ringgits he even don't wish to give.. what a stingy guy. he even wants to save that 'ang pow' money. *friggin hilarious*

he expect highly that i will work for him for long... i dun really like the way he says things out. or his concept of living... and that's y i hate finding those jobs. jobs that totally giving such a low salary. salary that won't be enough for living.. and how do u expect i even can save??? everything was raised... especially gas... kept on raising the price but when is the salary???

that's what the boss always doing... kept pressing the employee's salary to the lowest but they kept earning?? what the fuck was that? we as people who r not fortunate enough to be born with a golden key... that's y we tries to strive to be one of them... yet, it's not easy. living need CASH.

i hate it when he tries to debate with me. hmm... or actually i think i like to debate with him. unlucky for me for i not gud enough wit my chinese. damn!

i'm a person who wants to strive for success! and i'm not a person who just satisfied with what i get w/o improving. dun expect me doing clerical works for the rest of my life for that lil penny of urs???... n don't dream of getting a knows-how-to-work employee by ur low salary... that's a NO! dun make me laugh! u know it by ur previous experiences but u still not AWAKE yet huh!!

i just don't get it when everyone said it's ok with that price... should i say them simpleton??? i'm not trying to be racism... but that's the way they think. yes, we should be thankful for what we have. i do. but it's just not everything goes that way... that's when the bosses r taking this as an advantage for them to earn billions.

hopefully i can get good news real soon...

Nu Yer Resolutions!

the year 2010 never seems good to me...
and hey, i need a new year resolutions...
hopefully this list can help me to pick my target well... *crossed fingers & pray hard*

1. hopefully i can find a job i like best. probably regarding to event.
2. earn salary at least rm1500. (if it's my luck)
3. loan a car out & independently drive out
4. change my old cellphone at least
5. buys a laptop
6. fully owned a dslr or a compact camera
7. travel
8. reads at least half of the bible
9. slimmer
10. to be added...

added by luck: a bf... lol.

Twenty Eleven

new year!!!
plan to go for Lily's wedding... but i cancelled since sis wanna straight frm morning prayer...
so after the wedding, sis back to pick me up...
go for a chinese restaurant at damai... so many ppl were there...
it stunned me for a moment the price were cheap for a bowl of 'pan mian' which only cost rm4.50 compare to a price of rm7.
i only ate half of it not bcuz it tastes bad but i'm full! hahaha... it's like my stomach size shrunk since i've been sick n lost appetite for few days... my pants were so loose when i wore them...

so continue wit our shirt searching to buy for Anthony. (that was our first plan) as his birthday party was tonight.
both of us were so tired... dunno y. so quickly we head to f.o.s once we reached centre point.
lucky today f.o.s have 20% discount on every item.
we quickly found 3 shirts... and we both choose for size L. we called and his sis said pick for size XL.
but we turned a deaf ear instead. as we tot he's not that FAT!

we were so happy to find what we wanted. we headed back home and find bro was outside.
so i quickly asked him to help try it on... n his first glance was... it's small.
oh gosh!!! we were so wrong! though we kept on encourage ourselves that he can fit in...
i got the urge wanted to return back n change the sizes. but sis was too tired n lazy to go there again...
btw, the receipt printed not returnable or exchangeable. OMG!
(that's the consequences of us acting smart! now gotcha!)

we just left it so. n added another spiritual book.
thr at night, the food were awesome! n during the cake-cutting, suddenly his sis asked to change his new clothes (which is frm us) hahahaha...
he came out frm his room w/o changed to even one. oops, means not fit! sorry, dude!
well, he said he will wear it someday! hopefully...

we went back early... i then stuck up with tv programmes.. watch twilight: new moon & continue again with hellboy 2. only slept at 3am. lol. wat a gud first day of the year!