Canine Distemper Cure/ Help

i just write this down if it can come to help any canine distemper victims.

this Distemper virus can be cured. although not really fully cure but those canine can survived from this virus when they catch it.

it's easy to notice this virus when ur canine have this symptoms exists...

-the eyes inflammed (reddish), a lot of eye discharge (tahi mata), ur canine mostly will try to keep on rubbing their eyes.
-the rejection of food, not eating (no appetite)
-flu, mucus coming out frm nose
-cough

how to treat it:-

-get antibiotics (advisable twice a day) to help them fight these symptoms
-flu and cough medicine
-a must to give Vitamin C. preferably lots of vitamin C. any vitamin C would be okay, as long it's vitC. there's one survived was given 250gm every couple of hours. u can buy orange and squeeze the juice to feed them. twice per day. (there's someone also suggest to give vitA. it helps too)
-wash the eye discharge and mucus frequently. can use eye-drop to ease and clean the eyes.
-make sure they eat something. high protein food. force feed if needed.

*i'm not a vet nor any medical studies. it's just based on my experiences and the knowledge i get by searching lots of these infos.

give ur canine a second chance. don't give up! :)

Rainbow survived!

Rainbow gets better and better!!
i'm really happy for her... after a long fight!! trying all my might to do anything to cure her... even when everyone thinks i'm doing too much, all i do is in vain... but i proof them wrong!
and i'm glad that i reject the idea of euthanize her whom the vet suggest.
and i like to say, "u r SO WRONG!"... they can survived frm this virus.

she's doing well until now... her legs getting stronger now.

i almost tear up when i bathed her the other day. she was lying helplessly in her cage although when i tried to let her out to bath. she's not even tried to wake up when i carried her. she was so weak until she's not willing to move a muscle. i thought she will be a goner soon.

it even breaks my heart when i bathed her, she was standing but collapsed halfway. i was forced to bath her in a lying position. i just tried to do as quickly as i can so she won't catch a cold not to worsen her condition. wipe and blow dry her.

it's a relieved to me yesterday, i bathed her again as she really smells (dunno why so, it's only few days past). she's standing all the while until the end. and i'm so happy when she jumps on me again after so long.... because of this disease. she's used to be an active furkid.

now she's come back to her normal self now. kinda. only that i suspect her sight is not really ok. when i put her out for walk, she still seems to run on things. i'm afraid she will have this as side effects of the virus. hopefully she'll recover in no time.

though am thankful already i did not lose her as well. not after losing Brownie.

movie!!!

yeah... just watch another movie yesterday night! another movie only after a night rest. hahahaha...  it's kinda a last minute plan after church service. (actually already have in mind earlier but not properly 'ON')
UNSTOPPABLE! awesome movie!
it's a great storyline which was inspired by a true story... great director of the movie. i really like the way he works the movie. thumbs up! great work!
u have to watch it urself to know what i was talking about!

planning ahead to watch movies again... especially lots of nice movies coming out this DECEMBER!
arghh... would be a high rate of spending month!

on the line~ rapunzel, chronicles of narnia, bruce lee...

out for a drink

actually it was yesterday night.. but changed to tonight. yep, due to the earlier date to watch movie. hahahaha
tonight is just a gathering for our cell group... M9
at first planned to be at Jabez cafe (opened by church council) but it's full house. guess it's booked for a gathering too.

so we decided to change to tanjung aru first beach. i was kinda pissed off by one of the hawker stall there. i was ordering drinks. and the workers' attitude were already pissing me off. lazy workers! so since i need to wait for my juice, i just take out money to pay them first. and then~ the owner gives me a 'shitty' face there. arghh... the way she talks and the looks... makes me really wanna smack her rite at the face. Damn!!!

"u pay so early? the drinks not even made. n i dun know what's the order and u already pay.what u want to order?"
"avocado juice"
"dun have! look over there" -pointing to the pile of fruits.

i was like DUHHH.... how do i know there's no avocado? ur workers not telling me even. it's like they r MUTE or something. and can u don't give me that shitty face?

hopefully i dun need to see that face anymore. or that attitude of hers. or else, i'm sure gonna yell back at her. she's lucky i'm not showing my "fang's" yet.

but still, great time gathering. not to mention bout that.... 

movie night !

yesterday night went for a movie... Harry Potter! & the deathly hallows
hmmph... overall, the movie quite good. but it kinda strained my back. mayb am old. LOL. i have to sit at a position which lasted for 2 hrs plus... gosh... it's only PART 1 though...

i hated to watch a movie which needs a continue-tion... as i need to wait again might be year/s before it shows out. all the memories of the story lines and the exciting moments n anticipation you have to wait and bring forth... to the awaiting film.

it's after so long and i don't even remember which the last film of Harry Potter i watched... might watch tilled the third series only. & it's the SEVENTH now...  i missed a lot and forgot a lot. guess i need to download it all and re-watch and some watch anew all over again... arghh... takes time though... glad that it's the final one. hehehehe...

* HE did joined us for the movie though. (he's the one who suggested the movie). i didn't get to sit beside him. lol. but i'm not sure whether the instinct was right. but he was like wanted to talk to me everytime. when he talks, he look at me. or i think too much? arghh...

an old time favourite song

yesterday night, after coming back from the first christmas caroling practice...
suddenly i just felt like i wanted to touch the guitar again... LOL... not that i really know how to play it but~
wanted to learn it again after stopped half-way learning...

so when i started to learn back the chords again... suddenly my sis brings this song up... she said it's easy when u mastered the few chords and u can play this song....

WHEN YOU SAY NOTHING AT ALL

(i just fell in love again with this song... the melody is so beautiful. and i just realized this song is actually as old as i am... hahahaha... i'll just post the lyrics out... to share.)

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face
Lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand
Says you'll catch me where ever I fall
You say it best
When you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking at loud
But when you hold me near
you drown out the crowd
try as they may they could never define
What's been said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face
Lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand
Says you'll catch me where ever I fall
You say it best
When you say nothing at all

The smile on your face
Lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'd never leave me
The touch of your hand
Says you'll catch me where ever I fall
You say it best
When you say nothing at all

hopefully i can successfully play the guitar... at least this song???

Rainbow gets BETTER!!!

finally!!! after the loss of Brownie, after unstoppable prayer, after much browsing and searching, after much tender care and nursing, after lots of medication and vitamins, after weeks of waiting and hoping, after determinations...

finally, Rainbow's getting better!!!

i was more than happy and excited~ after so many of trying... which i always reminds myself not to GIVE UP! which i almost gave up several times... (and i'm glad i did NOT!) as i'm the one who fights for it. when everyone was like laughing and don't even care, when Rainbow herself not co-operating... 

Rainbow gets more energetic now, eats more and her hard pad on her paws was getting peeled off. i think that's the sign of recovering...

but i still need to continue to take notice on her condition until she really recovers from this fatal disease of canine distemper.

but there's so much to worried more... i'm afraid some of her symptoms can't be cure. her hind legs are still weak and she kinds of lost balance when walking. and i'm afraid she will lose her eyesight (but fingers crossed hope it's not) as she's kind of can't really see. and the most worried part was i can't keep her with me for long.... (from what i read frm the internet) as she will be the carrier of disease. oh gosh... what should i do by then???

God bless me~

i think i fall for Him all over again

gosh... it was last sunday... 211110. God just let me fall for him again... ahh... he's so georgeous!!!

he coincidently sitting beside me... not once but twice that night. we were gathering to celebrating a fren's birthday.

i dun rili know how to express my feelings by words... it's just so mixed up. happy?excited?or the opposite? i dun know~

it surprised me too when he was kinda like gives me the attention... "what have u chosen to eat?". okay, i think i take it too much... it's only a question! (i'm still reminding myself i was thinking too much...jangan perasan pls) and he talk to me more that night.. or i should put it we get to talk more cause it's like the first time we got this chance to talk.

but i was accidentally noticing another thing which we both similar.. the way we eat is soooo similar. i dunno whether he did notice. it makes me so embarass cause the way we move are so the 'same'...

i was not hoping high already in the first place... as i was just having a crush on him... mesmerize by his talent frm afar... and yes, i like the way he is like a guy that i would fall for. he got the thing that i'm looking in a guy.

but... he's loved by lots of gals too... and even my 'best friend'... it makes me even to put my hopes down when she said 'they have a lot of similarities too'. and the look on her face was so so happy... i can't utter a word... we fall for the same guy! again!

so i was pleading that oh pls God, dun let me fall deeply for him again... if he wasn't meant for me, then pls dun let me have this hopes again... i would be more than happy to bless them if u want to pair him with her.

the Late Brownie

it's really heart wrecking that Brownie had left us...due to distemper. i still misses her... even Marley miss her too.
it's been almost the third week now since she left... on 6th nov. it's been so late to help her in the first place. if only i know the virus earlier.

i can still remember the night... the last time she collapsed. struggling... and breath hard about the third time before she's off. i regretted that i didn't get to help her much. didn't get to be beside her in time at her last breath. i was so lost... fearing the time comes..that i have to face this again. but that's when i was hesitating and fearing, she's gone. i was watching her from the sliding door...

when i was awaken frm my deep staring, i quickly dash out... it was just too late... my tears just happened to flow down my cheek rightaway.

she's just a lovely dog. we all thought that she was sent to us frm God. one day she just came to our hse and stayed. she's a good guarding dog. even the time of hse renovation, we moved to Beverly Hill's apartment for mths, she stayed there to guard the hse.

she seems to understand us... it's cute when we scolded her, she will just bow her head down,  walks away slowly (and a lil bending knees position), and the pitiful looks... she knows she was at wrong... :)
once, we asked her to bite, and she really bites! the lizard (biawak). same goes to "after that person"... hahaha.. she chased the person away angrily. as the person was trying to follow us til our hse and wants to scold us... (but the motorcyclist was at wrong in the first place).
she guards everyone of us. whenever we walks out, she follows us to protect us. barks at whoever strangers passing by the gate. WE NEVER TRAINED HER....

she always gave birth to beautiful puppies... i always like to stole her puppy away to cuddle them and gives her back... lol. but she never bites me nor angry.


we actually never really 'pat' her... there's once when i first touch and stroke her fur, she likes it... she likes to be loved. because she was so 'cool' all the while... lol... but after that, she always try to come forward to let us pat her.

she was afraid especially when we chained her. she will just freezed herself. and we have to drag her all the way to bath her. lol. 

ain't she pretty?

i would say she's the pretty kind though she was just a stray dog at first. love her and sadly miss.

a ONE day trip

...@Nov17.2010...

everyone was waiting for this day as it's a public holiday!!! hahahaha...
actually i din quite really anticipating for this day though... as might in the first place i dun really wanna go for this day trip... (church outing) bcuz i'm on tight budget..though it's only cost rm20. (it's still money, rite?)

i was quite surprise when i woke up early that morning... usually i wake at ten.
we gather first at church before depart. sis drove her car along all the way to papar... to Papar Basel church. i rmb i actually ever been there before for kids EE. brings back memories.

we fellowship at the church school hall.
we have praise n worship.
divided into groups for 2 games.
drove to a restaurant nearby (they named there OLD TOWN) for lunch buffet. they sure surprised for a large group crowded the restaurant. hahaha... 90 over ppl! (it's booked earlier).
then each cell group's presentation moment. frm my opinion, i can say that my cell group is the BEST!
a moment for prayer. and prize giving to end the day. (but all the same... lol)
on our way back to kk, God bless us with heavy rain...
we managed to stop at lintas to try the famous bread. yummy!

i was busy the whole day snapping pictures. given the task to become the photographer of the day...
hahahaha... that's what i LIKE!

but there's one thing i regret... didn't get to go for michael wong's tour at 1B at night. as nobody wanted to go.... : (  if only i have a car, i would drive there.

LIFE is so FRAGILE

this morning when i just woke up eventually by my MUM... i came down frm the stairs n went straight to kitchen. i saw her face so red, her eyes teary. i knew she cried. "why u cried?" n she told me....

Sophia's dad (Mr. Chee-my uncle) had just passed away.
what???how??? not he already recovered???
just JUST NOW...when he go for a re-check at the hospital.

gosh... it's so sudden... it was just over a month ago...  when he was hospitalized. and God almost took his live away...
no...i should say that's the first time God took his life away... and he was even praised by the doctors that HE WAS ONE LUCKY MAN!... because his heart had stopped beating but he revived!!!
i remembered his always-cheerful-face that he retold the story...

but then again it's just unpredictable thing to be happened. HE JUST GONE...
it's just sad that he's on his recovery progress... and mum said she just called yesterday to ask how's his condition... "i'm very much better already".

he have fought a good fight.. and may he R.I.P
my prayers will be with you and family.

this makes me think deeper that i should do much valuable things in my life. as one's life is unpredictable.

Rainbow gets DISTEMPER

i noticed Rainbow was caught up with the same disease with Brownie. her eyes started to have a lot of eye discharge and inflamed (red). i dun want if two doggie died of the disease which i have no idea of. so i insist my mum to drive to take her to the vet.

she was diagnosed with canine distemper virus when i take her to the vet at sabah medical animal centre (smAc) on Deepavali (it's public holiday, and the vet that i used to go did not open) no choice but to go there. and the vet told me it's not a curable and an airborne virus. i hate when the vet tells me only when i kept on asking and asking. it really annoyed me even when i asked a lot and she din seem to care to elaborate more but only answers the questions i asked (include if it's a curable virus). she's just so NOT the type i like.

it pissed me too when she even 'signal' to euthanize her. oh god! she's not helping at all. at that time, i really wish i was a vet then. and just only a little of medicine which i can get at any pharmacy that are much much more cheaper. it's just a small and only takes about a ten minute test and NO further ADVICE already cost me a hundred over ringgit! oh dear, i'm not working, man!!!

i'm happy n kind of relieved when this morning i saw Rainbow's bowl was empty. She finished her dinner! that was just so relieving as she hadn't eaten much pretty lately or even a single bit from her meal. this actually worried me every day... Her lost of appetite was due to this distemper.
another thing i was relieved was she pooped! i know it's not a big deal... but it was for me. she hadn't poop for like almost a week?... okay, mayb 5 days... i dun remember...
but still i hope her progress getting better... and i tried my best to help her fight this fatal disease.
praying hard n fingers crossed. hopefully she can recover. i will update her condition. will see how...


*recorrection :- after few days of observed, i realized that it's not really Rainbow finished her meal. it's the rats!! gosh... hate them! it just gives me high hopes. luckily i still make sure Rainbow did eat something during the day. there are so many rats coming out for food at night. and they take on the opportunity when Rainbow was so weak to attack them! they just climb right into the cage (not afraid of Rainbow) and eat frm the bowl. after so many of rat poison to kills them, they still happen to have...damn! i can't numbered them. how many r they??? grrr...