Friday, December 31, 2010

31st December 2010

yippie!!! it's the last day of the year!!!
and it's Stephanie's birthday. so good to be in such a special day birthday!
and that A was so into the planning of her big day... lol.

so as planned to Upperstar! and the birthday gal said she will spend for the night.
funny that we changed 3 places. due to the early groups reached, they said it's full there...
so changed to Wagamama in Lintas. when we reached with the birthday gal, we dun really wanted to eat Japanese food. so again, we r not satisfied wit the excuse. so again we said tried for Upperstar in Damai.
the early birds have to pay their tea.. lol. 
lucky for the birthday gal, just in time we have place for the 11 of us.

the guy was so caring and afraid she spend too much, he tried to order the cheap meals... lol. ended up, he's not really full. hahaha...

such a sudden, the birthday song played... as arranged by the guy.. it actually shocked me too. cuz the sound suddenly too loud n came in a burst! hahaha... but the sad thing, he ordered an oreo cheese cake. n the birthday gal dun like to eat CHEESE! owh... so sad! it sure broke the guy's heart. hee~

then the gal suggest to change place... to 'Kopi Ping'... hahahaha... cuz the fishball guy works there... the A guy face turned to a total don't-like expression... cuz his rivals r there... lol. it's not totally the guy likes her what... dunno what he thinks... he's just so over-reacted.

so there we go... but sadly, the fishball guy is not there...(as we already expected) the gurl so sad but totally the opposite for the guy. he kept on laughing out loud. guess he too happy! i'm actually dun like such a coward guy... luckily he's not into me... ahhaha... his feelings shouldn't be so visible like that...it will just makes her hate him more...

i felt we r just the centre of the attraction whenever we r there... there's a table, the guys kept on puffing! and we girls can't stand the smoke! so we openly w/o shame we just take the menu and kept fanning ourselves. we then stand up and move our tables n chairs to the outside cafe of the open-air. (n we came to understand they know guy A) if only he knows what to do, he should asked them not to puff! grr... not gentleman at all.

it's always feel weird when the customers kept on looking at us... duh!! r we so attractive??? no idea. we din wait for the countdown.... bout 11.45 we out frm the cafe.

reached home bout 12:10 am. coincidently, bro reached home at the same time. poor Marley was so scared of the fireworks sound. he frantically running trying to find a place to hide. i accompany him until the fireworks stops. and i covered Rainbow's cage as she's afraid too. and mum & dad din reached home yet also only bout 1am.

Thursday, December 30, 2010

the last CG gathering!!!

luckily sis help me bought the wrist band to complete my exchange gift. teehee!

as usual we have the cell group fellowship. and we end it up with exchange gift!
it's Joshua who bought gifts for me... he bought me a color hair spray! not really a gift that i expect. but nvm... i still like it though... guys r still guys... they r not so attentive as we girls are... hahahaha
lucky me that Kienz likes my gift. hahaha... genius lil me! oops... SS i am...

and the A are too over again... he bought an expensive gift... just for her... and just to win her heart. it's just so wrong... that's not the right way. correct me that i'm NOT jealous, okay! guess that the boys helped him out by giving him her name. (cuz it's just too coincidence) he even told her that it cost him half of his salary. (again, guys, if u r reading this, that's not the right way).

i'm a bit disappointed actually when during the notes thingy game, i din received any frm any of them... : (
but nvm... i'm just too cool i guess... hahaha... nothing they wanted to talk to me... as i haven done anything for them yet!

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

i'm sick again!

woke up this morning... still feel unwell~ wanted to say i'm not going...but when think of going to buy the wrist band after then, so i just go ahead...

follow the whole funeral service until the burial... i din really cry for today. kept my tear inside. it's really hurtful to see Lois n her family especially the girls in the fam kept crying... it's just too hard for them accept the lost ones at once... we only can able to give them hugs and encouragement...

on the way to the funeral, especially under the sunny sun, my body felt hot & cold... i kept on pray that i won't fainted or watever bad to be happen there... thank God i did not...

after that continue to lunch @ restaurant 2020. there, i tried to remain calm bear the unwellness in me. it's just hard to bear... i tell my sis to send me home first... but come to my surprises, she said of course we r going home... gosh, i tot they r going to shop again s said yesterday. if only i know or ask earlier, i wouldn't follow in the morning. damn!

bear until reaching home, i straight to my room, changed n sleep. guess i was stupid enough, nobody seems to ask or care, my sis fever medicine also just finished. as i ady took it yesterday n lunch time. and i'm afraid if i overdose so i just slept.

i slept until 7pm n came down then i only eat my dinner of rice wit soup. continue to sleep again. until mum comes up and realizes i din take medicine. she gave me 2 tablets. was fever frm morning to night!!! this is the longest fever i ever had. i'm afraid the fever was so long that whether it will affect my body or health.

so again, the whole day i'm sick.

Monday, December 27, 2010

Day 27th

was onlining when suddenly Yuan Yuan called me to come down...
was understand that there's a snake outside. oooo~
the first thing, i take bro's golf stick... (but damn it's so short!)
just take it though and went outside.
mum was there kept on spraying the mosquito ridsect into the bottom hole of the gas tong,
& Rainbow n Marley were barking! so cute to see Marley trying to help. hehehe...
mum said it's the same black snake frm the last time at the chicken barn.
it hid below the gas tong. it din want to come out.
so i asked mum to take hot water to pour into the hole...
n yes, once mum poured into it, the snake quickly came out. luckily it's a bit dizzy. guess the ridsect thingy does the trick.
it tried to run away, mum & me quickly hit it.
i'm such a failure cuz i din manage to hit it several times. it keeps moving & i'm in front of it wit the stupid short stick! mum was tough! phew!!! she's at the back of the snake lor! hahaha... (btw, she laughed at me after that. lol. lousy me)
got to take pictures of the snake. lol. of course after we hit it. but i'm still worried cuz it doesn't look as big as the snake i used to see at the chicken barn... hmm... hopefully i'm wrong.

went to Fook Lu Siew tonight...
was not expecting to cry...
but i cried so much than in any other prayer service...

the testimonials share by Lois & her siblings were so touching...
it touched deep into my heart... it made me teary all the while... shiats...
it's a story worth to be heard n shared.  
oh ya, i did shared to my best friend bout it. hopefully someday she too can really experienced God herself although i din really talk so good... but i'm glad i did shared.

and only our church members already cover the 2 opened-room.
3 churches members attend.

suddenly dunno why i felt warm... i can feel my face reddened.
fever comes.
did went to yoyo... as sis said long time din drink already...
planned to have a drink there but so many people r there...
we go for take away then... but then again, the workers din not do ours... waited for long... haiz..
still, luckily he did apologize. that's better! lol. new workers i guess.
went back but felt din wanted to drink... as started to feel not well... only drink a quarter n put into fridge.
take medicine n sleep. as tomoro need to attend the funeral service again.

hopefully it's not wat i think it is... might be bad cuz this morning just hit a Black snake n at night attend a funeral prayer service. as the Chinese believe it's not a gud thing... as the place represents 'dark or dirty'. only God knows!

Sunday, December 26, 2010

the Last Sunday!

it's cycled back again!! 3 continuous days to church... lol.
and this is the last Sunday in 2010!!! wuhoo~


had a bad news today! sis Lois father was taken back unto the Lord. and they will have the prayer service tomoro & funeral service by Tues. but fortunately her late father gone only after Christmas Day! at least it won't be a sad Christmas every year for their family.

we went to 1Borneo straight after sunday service. bring along 4 gals in our cell group. hehehe... we have girls night out. but actually we planned to buy gifts for the boys! (overally...) as we will be having exchange gifts among our cell group members. lol. and we have picked the names earlier on Christmas eve. so i've picked up the name 'Kienz'... gosh! y must be him? it's the list among the difficult ones or 'the not-to-be-picked list'... arghh... but oh well... wat to do, guess have to buy him something useful.

before that, gonna feed our growling stomach. since everyone was not suggesting, so i suggest to 'Kahre'. i only like the atmosphere there... hahaha... cuz the service thr r bad! i'm not satisfied for the first time i went thr, the chef forgot my meal. damn! i still rmb i was damn hungry that time but they r brave enough to forget to cook my pasta... wait for nothing... even just a few customers. just have to deal wit it silently that time. think bout it makes me mad. grrr...

still, this is the 2nd time there... still, the meal r not so good. i rather i cook my own pasta. i mean for real! i rarely complain bout food. but the sauce still not compatible to the tinned one. but i like the original Kahre coffee. the price overall r okay. not too expensive. still affordable for most ppl.

and there, i hate the waiters & waitresses. they r somewhat 'laughing' at us n the way they look us. euwww... n i hate when one waitress said "excuse me, mam!" damn... we r not mam... n u r much older, auntie!

ok, so we separated into3 groups. two person each. i'm wit Abby. we have no idea what to buy... so i suggested to Daiso. our budget gifts frm rm10 to rm15. so should kind of easy to find one there... as each thing cost rm5. hehehe...

i kept on round the shop but din end up anywhere suitable. so when i found Abby... eh, she's at the right corner. tie corner! ahha... and when i turned around, i found what i wanted. a knitted hat.. just suited the guy whom the name i picked. when Abby was trying to pick a tie n socks, there's this one guy also wants to pick a tie. but he's way too shy cuz we r standing there picking too. lol. he's kind of cute. n guess he's also might laughing hearing us talking n discussing which to pick for a guy! hahaha... at first i din really notice him until i left Abby thr to pick. cuz i myself was too headache to pick which knitted hat. she told me the guy was shy to pick n just stand at the side.. lol.

so i only get to buy that one knitted hat. after we both paid, i quickly dash to toilet. 'hao kip nyiao'!! hahaha... it's funny also when i waited for Abby outside while she waited for me at the outer side. lol. luckily i figure it out! hahaha. but i din tell her.

i suddenly came up with another thing that i can buy to be added into the gift. a wrist band! that would be so suit him. hahaha... so while rounding the hypermall to find the wrist band, since Abby found all ady for her gift. i try to digg up her story. try to know more bout her... so chatted up bout her past relationships. glad that we can share something.

but still i din get to find it. arghh... even the ppl working thr r lousy. guess they can't even tell what is a wrist band. the biggest shopping mall but dun have a wrist band. what a joke!

reunited again... only my sis group found & bought their gifts. walked for awhile n headed back home.
quite a fun night though... wonder the guys will have the care n bought a nice gift for us gals like us gals?? we'll see...

Saturday, December 25, 2010

HE is the REASON for the SEASON!

it's Christmas Day!!
woke up early... as i have performance for today. but i did the worst for today... it's just an embarrassment for me although it's in a group of choir to perform.

we went for a movie after that... disappointment cuz he din trail along for movie together. we watch the NARNIA... it's another nice movie. and Prince Caspian was so handsome!!... hahahaha... before the movie, we get to window shopping for awhile @ Suria... sad Audrey already watched it. so she din join us.

we the girls felt weird... there's this gal 25yo was trailing us to everywhere... to lunch, shopping & even movie... what's the weird part was that the person who brings her to church not even joining us for this after celebration activities. so that means, she not really knew us btw.. n yet with us. and the funny part, she's with the guys group only... i din even talk to her..or should i say get to talk to her. it's not like she showing any interest to be-friend us girls... but we guess, she's interest in one of the guys. lol. poor luck. guess at this rate of age, the girl r really hunting for a guy! hehehe... oh gawd..!! save these guys... she's flirty! but she's not pretty!

so after movie, she's still trailing... lol. decided to went 'Foo Yuan'... but once i first step there, i dun like the place.. so noisy & crowded. i'm just not comfortable... so me & Steph planned to go the next door cafe which is the Old Town. so we the four gals swift to the other side... leaving the guys n the 1 gal there. hehehe... we having fun drinking our coffee n chitchatting for hours... n so we went back home bout 7pm.

suddenly Anthony wants to ask out... but sis rejected as she's tired. but actually i felt like wanted to join them. : (










Friday, December 24, 2010

Christmas Eve!

every year i've been used to be busy during the Eve, but this year seems to be different... much way different...

i have no performance tonight... recalled back the moments i used to be all night busy preparing this and that... running here n thr... changing & changing different performances clothing... on & off stage... but oh well...
this year i just gonna sit there calmly & enjoy the whole programmes... but of course not without bro's DSLR in hand...

i have to admit that i kind of boring tonight... i'm not sure why this year kind of suck for me... not sure y God din use me...

and nobody seems to notice me btw... was hoping that mayb special someone would say something... but oh well, nvm...

tonight everything a bit dull... non spectacular decorations.. no sermon translation... only singing presentations. n kids drama presentation. i've been awaiting for a year but not one single dance performance.. shit! was dreaming that i could at least teach something nice...tonight more to evangelism night... more testimonials..but wasted that those testimonials not inspiring enough... the 'spirit' was a bit lost there...

and oh, eld. sis bf did come... n i avoided to meet him!!!... naay... so that i don't spoiled my mood more... : )

after the celebration & busy taking crazy pictures, then sis insist on going back home to change her clothes... lol. as she doesn't want to wear like an OL everywhere.. we go to 'Kopi Ping' again as planned... (the cafe was like our station to have our fellowship. lol)

i felt a bit boring though... dunno why... not really have the joyful feeling... like something was lost. btw, din saw that Fishball guy... guess he's out countdown wit frens...

after awaiting for the countdown... we just left then... i was like so tired... no mood for another round of fun... (since sis was such a total control freak) while mum & dad haven't back yet frm kampung...

Thursday, December 23, 2010

HEADACHE!!!

Owh... i'm not sure what happened to me... this morning after just few hours frm waking up, my head started to ache... HEADACHE!!!

so so so headache... and it kinds of frightened me since i nvr experienced so... i totally can't stand the pain... and i spend the whole day sleeping... mum gave me the medicine,but it's totally in vain.

end up, i didn't get to go church for rehearsal at night... it gets a lil better at night after taking another tablet of medicine. but body suddenly gets cold. gosh!!

mum din forget to cook the 'tong yuan' which she forgot yesterday... i was unable to help since i'm stil not well... and the headache still like "bulging" in the head... so i asked my eld. sis to help out mum.... sad that i can't join the fun making it... i hate it when every year no one seems to care to share to joy in doing it... hmm... it just lost the real meaning of cooking it...

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

it's 22nd...

today is 'Dong Zhi' day... it is a most celebrated in Chinese culture. it's the time every family members come & sit together in a table to have a meal/dinner. a time to re-unite.

yeah... mum prepared steamboat for tonight... a lil way simpler than before... have a great chat too... thought of following bro to watch Tron after the meal. but guess we can't make it in time then... so it's cancelled.

then planned to Survey.. but ended up... watch 'Kidnapper' which bought by eld. sis. it's a great watch btw... it's real GOOD! another great film of Singapore movie. great work of Singaporean-Malaysian stars... played their characters so well... this movie really shake ur senses.

after bout late night, i just remembered bout 'tong yuan' after seeing pictures at facebook... lol. as it's the chinese tradition to eat 'tong yuan' during this winter solstice. represents the complete meaning of this celebration. so i quickly went down and asked mum bout it. and as i expected, she totally forgot bout it. lol. same goes to last year. hahaha... so she said tomoro then make it...

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

21.12.2010

kinda boring during the day...
tried to groom Rainbow... but oh well... i gave her a bad cut. i just tried to comb her fur and get rid the tangles. and it already took me for more than 2 hrs. lol.
just bathed her then. (decided to continue tomoro on her fur.. *sigh*)

not satisfied wit the failure... so i search videos on grooming terrier. damn!! i don't have the right tools.

at night, mum cancelling again the plan to go out to shop... so i followed my sis to song practice at church. since thr's decorating will be going on. thought of might can help out a lil.

but when reach, no one seem to be doing decorations. so just sit n watched my sis them practiced for their choir on 24th night. ard 9pm then i go down 2nd time to see is thr any1 yet. it's funny when i saw the guys doing their decorating work. it's just the matter 'at least it's thr or done' concept. lol. havin' fun helping ard though can't help it when the work rili far frm good. hahahaha. esp. he's ard too. :)

practice for awhile for the combine CG presentation. rili kind of wish i have the talent to sing well. but... it's not my gift after all. i thought i can but it's kind of hurt when sis laughed at me. am i really that bad??? nvm... lucky i'm not so interested in singing. :P

Sunday, December 19, 2010

mummy big day!!!

woke up kinda early today. play wit my furkids. as i know today will b very busy. after done feeding them, mum just back frm bringing sis to the clinic for check-ups. (i always thought she was real troublesome. but s usual, mum always fancy & pamper her more than ne1 else.)

ate our breakfast, changed & head out to SHOPPING! cuz ady promised mum to shop for her Christmas clothes...

decided to go for Karamunsing but mum n elder sis doesn't wanted to. hmm... so 1B instead... we only have 3 hours to shop... but seems like they din really shop... only after awhile they wanted to go back. i got to buy bras but it's so expensive! it's scorching the hell out of my purse. ishh!! it's disappointed mum din found her clothes.

it's only 11.45... tried rush to Karamunsing... ended only drove round the shopping mall cuz no parking n it's so traffic jam. so went straight back...

but actually mum n eld. sis already planned to go salon to dye hair. (sad that they always planned something w/o the intention to tell us. hate it!!!) & i actually earlier asked one fren to help mum dye. but since they insist on doing at the salon together, n luckily my fren also not really got the free time... sometimes i wonder y we (me & sis) tried to do something for mum, but nvr seem to satisfied her.

it's raining heavily during the afternoon. send them to the salon. then reach so early to church. (this is all bcuz they so want to go early & coincidently one friend whom we need to fetch, last minute said not going. ngeh...)

even worse... when trying to cross the roads... my jeans was wet bout up to my knee...it's even useless wit big umbrella. lol. even the security guard asked whether we were splashed by the car.  hahahaha.

after service, quickly learn the 2nd song for an hour. they learned real fast! wow! was hoping follow the gang to watch Ken's group to compete in korean dance competition @ City Mall...but... :( cuz it's mum big day..

so we one family dine-in at Pizza Hut..again.. lol. funny my dad always wants KFC. have to specially bought for him one set. *shakes head*. have a long chat.. it's been long since the last, one family sat down to dine together. i realized i'm the one who's the last still eating. lol.

when come to billing, everyone doesn't want to pay. lol. i already spent RM90 wit sis each for the handbag. asked eld. sis, she said already out RM20 ONLY for mum's hair dye. actually would like to ask her to spend for this meal. it's not expensive wat!! while dad actually out RM100 for the shoes. but still, mum spend him too for his KFC. lol. i can't blame my bro since he's financially unstable.

haiz.. wish i could help. at last, sis who paid. it's only RM48 plus. *sigh*

heard the group went to Kopi Ping again... can't get to join them.. :( wanted to see the 'fish ball' guy actually. see whether my instinct was right. hahahaha...

Saturday, December 18, 2010

it's 18 already...

yep... time flies... n it's day 18th...

and it's Abby's Birthday! oops... felt a bit guilty that i didn't prepared any present for her... hmm...

the next week is already Christmas!!! gosh... only tonight we started to have our song presentation practice... and it's also just started to LEARN the song... *sigh*
but oh well, it's not our fault... everyone was like a busy bee... especially pastor.. it's only this week were asked to present something on the 25th... hmm... and our group are the better cuz we came out at least with something in this short period of time... din heard any groups plan anything yet...

it's a lil disappointment i felt for this year Christmas... as everything was so so so last minute... even for the Caroling, then not even one news of any dancing or presentations for the Eve... and of course no decorations set up!

where's the Christmas spirit though? i'm a lil jealous of my previous church... with beautiful decorations and practices of performances going on... well, i wonder whether to hv a look on the Eve over thr...

okay..back to topic... lol

my sis decided our group to sing 'Christmas Comes From The Heart' & 'Gloria in Excelsis Deo'. (yay, got to sing the CCFTH song again...)
our groups were great... only in an hour time already can finish up learning 1 song. we stop for the night. about 9.30pm.

we then decided to go Kopi Ping... just to simply get together to celebrate Abby's big day.

it's funny the moment we came in... it's like our group are the most nosiest. hahahaha... n it's weird i saw that one guy was kept smiling when we walked in. and he came to us to take order. then, actually he's one of our group's friend. he's kinda cute! but younger than me 1 year.. :(

and coincidently, he's the guy who sell fish ball at one stall at gaya street yesterday. hahahaha... but he's way too 'perasan' la... he thought he's soo HANDSOME. when the birthday gal ask him for ice (ping), he thought she wants his name (ming). lol...

and when we r joking ard, she called him. (well, she's a bit flirty kind). we were stunned as we hv no intention to called him over. so he was suddenly said "oh, u want my hp number?"

we were like... DUH... who wants ur number? funnay!

but one thing i'm not sure.. he was like into me. but not sure my instinct r right. or i myself also 'perasan'? lol. as he was passing me the plate of fried rice. he should know that i have no actions on wanted to take the plate. (it's just me. i just originality cool.) cuz actually thr's already hands wanted to take it. but i hate it when i was forced to take it as he's handing it to me.

n she's happy cuz the guy did asked her name. lol.

the cafe's owner puts a candle on the ice cream waffle. (the owner so like us) took some pictures. and not sure who asked him to help us took the pics. lol.

then another group of church frens came also. only the birthday gal n her cousin know them... according to her, they came here especially for her too. i dun really like their group though. lol.

unlucky for me, suddenly had diarrhoea when drinking the coffee. dunno y. after sat for awhile, bout an hour... we actually were forced to go out frm the cafe.

guess one group of guys thr dun like us. might b we r too noisy. they kept on spur out their smoke to our directions. so we just left quickly cuz we can't stand it. especially some of us had asthma. only the birthday gal stayed on wit the other groups. :)

n we kept joking on the fish ball guy. ahhaha...

the birthday girl...



taken by the 'fish ball' guy. lol

Friday, December 17, 2010

Gaya Street Night!

i thought that the gaya street Christmas celebration will be until Sunday!! gosh... tonight was the last!

a bit lazy at first cuz thought of need to follow my sis to her badminton playing.. i'm just not gud at badminton! 
luckily Stephanie texted me. sis called to asked me follow her car...  i dun really know wat's the conversation she had wit sis. but it's like all so messed-up. hahaha...

i thought she was the one driving.... only knew when her mum who drive wit her sitting beside picking me up frm home. lol. it's actually she follow her mum to gaya street. but lucky i don't have to follow sis to her after-gaya street-programme.

but was kept on reminded by sis on bringing her snickers which she had forgotten to bring earlier. such a burden! i brought along my bro's D90.

but i din get to snap lots of pics... cuz we were walking in groups.. n they were so in a hurry s they have booked their court at 9pm. wonder y they have to book the court tonight??? n at a time like this? (really wish i could get my own ride so i have no rush n have my own sweet time enjoying myself snapping pictures. arghh!)

woo... it's not only me who brought big gun... tonight all the big gunners coming out... lol. all showing off their precious toys! met lots of ppls though... and there's one caloring group... it's hilarious when Steph asked to snap the handsome guy. hahahaha... but the time i wanted to snap, he moved! they all moved. cuz they finished their choir performances. lol

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Day 15!

was woken up by my dad... hahaha... kinda lazy to accompany my dad to the Airport.
as my mum afraid that he couldn't manage by himself.
oh well, my cuzzy return frm Dubai... wit her 3 lovely kids. her mum only returning by tomorrow. so we picked them up frm Terminal 1.

it's been a long time since i went to the airport. wondering when i have the money to travel? waiting for them for bout 20 minutes time at hall 2. my dad only joins me for the ten minutes last... lol. (he's sitting in the car b4 then)

finally, saw them... she's surprised to saw me then straightaway hugged me. (not really used to it) :) helps to push the trolley to the car. (what a big luggages!) forcefully stuffed the luggages into the hood. lol. compacting the space the best way they could. and i have no idea y it suddenly can't be closed. what a bad thing to happen at a time like this!

it took much time thr loading... while cousin n dad busy on it.. i'm carrying the youngest one. she's sleeping n didn't realized. :) but she's not scared of me when she woke up.. not like her mother said she actually do afraid of strangers!

dad looks kinda pissed off n he's like not believing the hood can't be closed. he kept on forcefully slamming the hood to shut closed. lol. i really scared that it makes more damaged to the car! ouch! (it's not our car btw.. oops!)

so just kept on reassuring him not to force it. and it's okay just to 'close' it. (the locker pin not working) we said just drive slowly. so off we go...

changed plan to Giant instead of Tong Hing to shop for food. (prices thr more cheaper! ahha!) i runned wit her n the youngest as the two asleep already. puts Tiana in the trolley. but halfway, she wants to poo.. poor her she rather stand it than to poo at the toilet thr.. guess the toilet grossed her out. (as usual, poor toilets condition here..hmm)

ahh... it's just difficult journey to bring up the bags n the kids together up in the lift. even the things are already crowded the lift. it scares the hell out of me n william when the kids board the lift b4 us while me & cuzzy busy with the luggages. luckily my hand managed to block the doors to close. william almost tear up. poor him. must have shocked him. just after we managed cramped into the lift, the maid said there's a loading lift. (we didn't know beforehand thr's a loading lift!!!)

i'm not sure we are lucky or wat... hahaha... we moved again one by one to that lift. phew!!! i still don't think that loading lift are big enough! (reminds me not to live in a condo!)

finally, reached aunt's condo. dad just came in time to help open the door. he forgot that i also nvr come to this condo before. hahaha. so he quickly came up to help. inside, it's all dusty although mum cleaned it yesterday. cuz just finished renovated the day before. weird why asked to stay there since it's not ready to be live in. all the things are unpacked yet. no comments though. not my position to say anything.

i quickly bring Tiana to the toilet as she's been holding it since at the supermarket. but it's funny to see william n selina also wanted to go. they seems holding it also. so they got in first. hahahaha... poor the kids were real hungry. they opened a snack to eat. then a pack of biscuits that their mother brought along. michelle wants to cook indo mee for them... but doesn't quite now how to use the gas. i couldn't help out too s i also don't know how.

helped them out for awhile, as it's difficult just my cousin to bring her 3 kids. we left then my father drove to ask the car mechanic fren to fix the hood. was told need to change the locker.

back home.

tonight is the last night of caroling! a lil bit early for today. 6.30pm to reach at church. but we r the 2nd earliest! the gate still haven open. take a stop at 'Chu Tai Seng' supermarket cuz sis scare her boss will saw her car. lol.

although was told to reach early, but still pastor with her poor time management, only took off at 7 quarter. as like every year, we went to Datuk Chiew (not sure if spelled wrong). first for the 3 nights, 3 groups combine together.

and tonight i get to follow auntie SuFen's car... thought it would b better. as 2 nights with the 'oldies' in a car. but still, it's the same. turn out to be 4 of us in a car. kinda disappointed when he's actually not joining tonight. oh well...

we had dinner there... then only separated to own groups. 8.30pm then we started to move. thank God that 2 houses were cancelled. i wonder until wat time then we could return. i kinda hate when one of the brothers said his fren already went out. he said l8r then we went thr... lucky we didn't do so. it would b so wasting time n gas. the locations were all spread out. (wondering how they arranged it)

the last hse that night is Steven's. again, only 2 cars allowed. but weird, they all just parked outside n walk in. hahaha. only us in the car drive in. hehehe... the couple were just so nice... already joining the caloring (although just came back frm HK n able only joined the last night)but still open their hse n prepared some cakes & all. n still they gave each a small goodies gift. wat a heart!

while still chatting thr as it's the last destination, were suddenly called by pastor to caloring at Kopi Ping! hahaha... cuz requested by the cafe owner on the first night. it's already 10 something... so thought we go together after gather at church first. but funny no one thr n we again drove to the cafe.

woo... so many ppl there... (i'm already used to caloring at public) but some r still new r so embarass. lol. hiding at the back. only 2 groups able to make it. i hate one group of customers thr, kept on staring n talking so loud. so not respecting! immature ppl!

so went back at church. surprised the last group were there ady n were singing & dancing... oh well... it's my sis again bringing up. the others saw n joined up. everyone was so happy!

we have porridge as our supper. appreciation & discussion. took group photo.
n went back home! it's already almost 1am... tired.



gosh... i'm so tanned!



Tuesday, December 14, 2010

the 2nd night of Caroling!

tonight gone to 4 hses.

again, no luck to be in the same car. :(
it's funny when we go to Country Heights... only 2 cars were allowed in. so frm 4 cars into 2 cars.
really funny when everyone crowded the 2 cars. i dun even know how many ppl were at the back (behind me) of Alex car... the place really showing their 'heights' with lots of bumpers n the really steep hill. it's really 'OUCH' for them when running into the bumpers. lol. poor them behind.

i can't help myself but laughing when they groaned or basically 'joke'...
"my back will be crook"
"need to endure once again when leaving the place"

it seems like we were  like immigrants.. hahahaha... stuffing ppl in a car.

reached the last hse was Henry's hse. 2 groups combine thr. mine n sis group. the family was so organic living style. the refreshment they made way too 'no taste' at all.. everyone quietly complained. hahaha... some forcefully gulped it down all clean of their bowl.

poor them the other group seemed to finish early theirs. and the youths waited for more than an hour at church for their parents whom were with our groups.

Monday, December 13, 2010

First Night of Caroling~

the whole day was raining heavily... we thought how we gonna proceed on with that weather. but our faith did not fade. we believe God will stop the rain by the time.

and guess what, God is real amazing. it's exactly 6.30pm the time we gathering, the rain stopped!

it's funny that our church only does caroling 3 houses per night for a group. lol. guess it's a record for the most less houses. but still the joy was there. a lil of disappointment cuz not in the same car with him. hahaha... see whether i have the luck for the remaining 2 days.but i'm in the same car with pastor... oops!

earlier in the morning, sis was asked to drive Cynthia's car.. lol. she nvr drive other ppl's car before. was wondering whether she can handle it. hahaha... but before i could prove that, God just knows. due to long traffic jam, the plan changed. drive her own car instead. hee...

we end up early.. bout 8 something, my sis wanted to rush to CityMall to collect her RL glasses... woo~

and continue again for a chat at Kopi Ping again... guess we are kind of weird there cuz all of us wearing the same shirt! :)

Sunday, December 12, 2010

shocked!

it's Sunday!

when it's time to go Church.. bout 2pm. my sis start her car... and the engine can't get to start. the sound so weird. n my bro coincidently at car porch too. he said laughingly, "the battery is dead!". at the time like this???

so how la??? then bro just lazily n slowly checks the car. guess the battery is weak. both sis n me kind of panic. thought we not gonna make it to church.

he tries the jump-start. i learned another new thing bout car. :) funnily, when he tried to connects the car, the last pin just 'electrifying'. (sparks appear) he connects WRONG! i already told him that he might be wrong. and here i proves i'm right. hahaha.. he even tried few times!!???

so the engine starts. so off we go...

but after service, as told earlier, we who joined the caroling have our last practice awhile and after that there's leader meeting. and yet another thing shocked me again when after the practice, i was told that my sis 'PENGSAN?'...
earlier she said she was cold already. shocked that when i looked into her face, her face looked so paled.

luckily finish early... so Lois send us back driving sis car n Jennifer follows our back. hmm... at that time was hoping i can drive the car... but as usual, no even my sis trust me on my skills. (disappointed) hmm... should proved it to her one day. arghh!!!

but just after hours, she already can continue watching her korean drama. (looking healthy already) lol. ending up, i was the one dunno do what! hahahaha... so i went to sleep instead.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

the children home alone for the night!

my parents have dinner tonight!
so as usual, we the children have to find our own food...
the 3 sisters of us planned to dine at Pizza Hut!

earlier i asked mum for money! hehehe.. cuz i'm not working ma...
she gave rm20. yeah!

so we order 3 sets of Sensasi meal.. before that, the waitress gave us the other menu which is way more expensive to order a set of meal. luckily my sis know there's another menu. hahaha... we ate so full... that we can't finish our sets. so we 'tapao'. (actually we wanted to went another branch of Pizza Hut since no one brings us the menu after minutes we sat in. gosh... wat a poor service)

with full stomach, we decided to go walk... so to CityMall... sis ending up made a new RL glasses. cuz her old one's already color faded. we both younger sis which more good at dealing prices kept on attacking the boss. hehehe... he kept on saying he gave us the best price. & indeed he cut the price 30%. (usually it's only 20%)... and yes it's a Ralph Lauren!

and there's another pissed me off too when i go to the Digi's counter to pay my postpaid. y they just cant attend to the customer's needs first?? i'll just suggest they don't work. poor attitude. *sigh*

oh yeah, forgot that i met Alex, sis ex-bf. he's a chicken. he avoided to run into me, take a left turn and walks real fast. hahaha... i won't bite!

Friday, December 10, 2010

Friday!

i thought today will be my another bad day since the morning incident which makes me in such a bad mood.

shared wit one of my close friend though... n much calm down in a way... i'm so lucky that i have my God. that he prepares angels around me.

it's sad to know that on the same morning today, this guy named Alviss Kong suicide bcuz of broken relationships! gosh... wat is he thinking??? wat a waste! (guess i write bout him in a new post just to state my opinion...)

ok, threw that topic off... and yes, we went shopping at night. me, sis & mum! decided to find shoes! n this unpredictable thing was... my dad suddenly called me b4 we went out.. and he quietly instruct me to take his money frm his wallet of Rm100 to give mum to buy shoes... lol. funny that he acted that way.. CUTE!

we off to Centre Point.. first destination definitely Vincci! we find a lot which nice but running out of sizes. i hate this! & one worker thr really have a real bad attitude. i called her "lin c po". hehehe... kind of bcuz i'm hating to see her face, i kept urging my mum & sis went to the opposite Vincci's store at Warisan Square. hahahaha

and there, we found our choice of shoes & we are lucky we have our sizes there. ending up, mum n sis happened to buy 2 pair of shoes respectively. i wanted to buy 2 but i limit myself to buy 1 as i'm short of money. T.T (jealous of them)but still we shopping happily.

one thing i felt funny was the air condition at there are broken. it's like about a year already? lol. either they don't want to fix it or no budget??? it's so hot there. we have to choose real quick the shoes as we are sweating.

we happy with our harvest. and i know mum was so happy~ and when we reached home, sis & me decided to give her the bag earlier that we bought for her birthday gift. (we kept it for about one week already)sis took out frm the car hood and handed to her. she ask what's that???...
"it's for u"

she's even more happy!! :)

saw one handbag frm Charles & Keith.. pretty. deciding to get one there for the next handbag.

feeling so so down...

after just woke up and came down... greeted by my aunt (ta gu) about the part-time job which was offered bout like over a mth ago??? i was curious enough y this thing pop up again? and wat the hell was going on??? i just tell her the reason y i rejected it.

then again... when i was taking my breakfast.. mum popped it again to me. and so i tell her again... i said the time is not convenient to me. as the job is for sat & sun. as it's the only time i go shopping, movie n drinks. n even i need to go to church. even that reason already enough to reject the job.

then mum said "the gal said to ur bro, y ur sis don't work?"
DAMN!!! I was damn furious! what the hell the gal want frm me? mind ur own business. i reject it. so what!! shut ur mouth up!! don't becuz u r my bro's ex-classmate, the buyer of one puppy... n again... who the hell r u??? i din even in-debt of u!!!

i was thankful u r concerned bout me. but again... i reject it bcuz i have my own reasons... and i dun think i need to tell u all that?

it just hurts me n ripped my heart!

u think i don't want to work? but what choice do i have always?
even the one job offer at 1Borneo, i forced to reject it. bcuz???
bcuz no transport. no-one sends me. who's fault was that?
everytime the job i choose, u guys always rejects...
even finding a job, i always needs to choose the location, time just to match it with u guys. but u guys nvr think...
and simply accuse me of "i DON'T WANT TO WORK!"

i'm boring too at home!!!
i'm just exhausted to find a work. it just breaks my hope everytime i found a job that i like. i'm just tired!
gosh!!! God help me!

it even keeps my mood down as the Christmas feel was all gone... y this Christmas is not joyful??? we have to cancelled our plan Christmas party just bcuz the authority is not in our hands? just bcuz thr's some1 so hate us? what kind of nonsense is that???

i was wondering... what i should do in this Christmas season?? just forcefully carve a smile on my face???

Thursday, December 9, 2010

hmm... a disappointment day???

hmm... kinda disappointed with yesterday's news... our planned Christmas party might get rejected... we got the hint that it won't happen... hmmm...

but crossed fingers that tonight can get the answers and make it a 'yes!'.
i just don't seem to understand why it's so hard to do what we wanted to do. we just wanted to have fun! everyone does... i dun get it y it always falls on us... what God really wants us to do? that's remain a question unanswered. the authority is just not with us.

gosh... viewed pictures of ppl... was so jealous that the Christmas mood was with them... was wondering whether we did the wrong turn???

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

what a tiring day...

ahh... was so tiring yesterday night... my eyes up to close and unable to stand for another hour... so end up, i'm only writing in today...

DAY 7

and it's public holiday again... although it makes no difference to me.. as I'M STILL NOT WORKING! lol. but it's a difference to my sis.. hehehe.. which is important.
and am thankful that here have so many holidays... wee~

we planned to shopping this day. Objective: to shop clothes for Christmas!

we started off about 11. then we passed by the EuroBakery... we found there did offer turkey! so we take a look at the price. we planned to have turkey for our party. it would b so much fun..with western style. it really give us the Christmas feel.

then our first destination to take a look at Lintas! but it's not really w/ good selection of clothes... not as good as we look frm the outside of it. btw, it's extremely expensive... and i dunno y it is so... since the quality is so sucks! damn!

so we took off to Wisma Merdeka Shopping Mall. (a lot ppl claimed that it's woman's paradise) but i don't think SO.. when we finding parking, there's this guy really pissed us off. he just stop by at the side.. w/ signal but "DOUBLE SIGNAL"... we saw this parking so we went in (after many rounds n rounds). he just kept 'honking' w/o we knowing wat is his reason... after we parked in, he drive in front of us to block us. we are so blurred! (and ANGRYY) so we use body language (cuz we r inside the car) asking is it he wants the parking???

he didn't answer us but give us the 'damn' look. gosh! we were so pissed!! can't u just come down for a while if u desperately need that parking? he's just a weird guy! we thought he just stopping by at the side waiting for tourist?? since it's a tourist van. and he didn't even put signal but double signal??? that's not a proper signal. and that STUPID BASTARD look on his face! i really wanted to slap him or whatsoever.

luckily, the opposite parking just vacant. after that stupid look of his, he drove back in front. then we straight to the vacant parking. if only he dares to do come down and say his stupid words, then i would definitely won't hold my fangs!

we were damned pissed off made us no mood to shop in an instant. we walked for bout 2 hours without any progressing. all the clothes there is kinda sucks. weird y all my friends like to go there to shop... we ended in one shop. i just simply try a black top. while my sis tried a black skirt. and we decided to just buy it. but it's so hell expensive. RM49.90 just for that simple top? (the skirt also the same price)it's not even a branded one! gosh! i think we both were lazy to look around already. so we just go ahead buying them. do i regret it? hmm... still not sure though.

we just then decided to went 1Borneo. just to see if there's any luck to find one. we ate KFC for our late lunch. as usual, we looked at Padini first. (our fav store)
came to our surprise, it's so many nice choices there... we felt so happy and kept trying one after another. we took the clothes even reached the limit to go into the fitting room. hahahaha... i guess the employees there would be laughing?

and yeah... we each have 3 pieces and only paid for RM150.++ so worth it and it's way cheaper. regretted we din come here first.

we only reach home at 6pm. only have less than an hour to bath and ready to church for the 3rd caroling practice. it's a longer practice than usual. as we have our pastor to lead.. she just always dragging the time... hehehe.

Monday, December 6, 2010

what a day yesterday...

05.12.2010

hmm... that morning i kinda upset with wat i heard n been told... my sister is getting married! ya ya... married is a gud thing, happy thing... bla bla bla...

n let me get this straight... i'm not in love nor like the guy even... (it's totally the opposite) i just DON'T like him...

it's a long story to start at... i'll explain more in my next post..

but neway, just put that part away... except that, kinda have a gud day though... hehehe... the sermon of that day is real gud one...
which entitled "GIVE HOPE FOR ONE MORE"... which means brings one more hope to one person... this Christmas.. let them feel the God's love.. and bring them salvation.

it really excites me when talking bout Christmas... especially the coming party that we gonna held... on the 18th.. (cross fingers everything goes well)

after service, we straight to 1Borneo to have dinner there... not sure of going where, ended up in "New York" as suggested by one person. so decided to try out for the first time.

i like the way they design the restaurant. and one thing extra special was the meals thr r all in big size... (guess those new yorkers really eat that much) hahaha... but not to least mention, the price r quite high too. BUT then again, it's YUMMY! wasted that i didn't bring my camera along... arghh...

we then make it to roxy... take a look to shop for mum's handbag. as her birthday is coming, and she obviously wants a handbag.. hahaha... and the first time we saw the handbags... me n sis quickly pick to the same handbag. (we owez hv the same taste of style) w/o much hesitation, we just bought that handbag... lol. n there's still got another 2 weeks to go before her big day. so sis hid it in her car until then.

reach the cinema... to watch Rapunzel!! a nice movie to watch... feels wanted to watch it again... and gosh... there's lots more superb animations coming... wuhoo!!

hmm... still din get to shop for clothes this time. but nvm... gonna find the time to shop... hopefully i can find a nice dress..

Sunday, December 5, 2010

wasted a ride...

was planning to watch movie tonight.... BUT... end up wasted a night out!
planned to watch "a tangled tale" @ 9pm. kinda rushing to the cinema... cuz we are running late of time... sis just came back frm badminton playing almost 8pm. so by the time we reach the ticketing counter, it's 15minutes before 9...

it's quite embarrassing when i queue up at the shorter line... (which i thought) while my sis at the other line... as i'm hoping i can get a quick ticket purchasing... and when it's my turn, the counter gal asked me "buy by cash?" and i said yes.

"ohh... the other line please."

oh my!!! it's so embarrassing... i was so blur~ it's actually the queue for e-payment and whatever it is... arghhh!!!

though my sis turn ady reached, resulted buying for tomoro night's showtime. as it's full house even for the next round. damn!

learnt a lesson tonight... buy or booked tickets before watch... hmm.... so we groups of ppl have no choice but to spend our time a while at Secret Recipe... still i would say a good fellowship... hahahaha...

forgot to say... i pitied one of them even bought snacks n drinks already for the movie. n she have to waste time again just to sit few hours for drinks.. as she still having her exams by monday. what a confident girl! for i would definitely going back to study... lol

Friday, December 3, 2010

downloading... ... ...

hmm.... this few days keep on busy downloading...
i love to download!!! haha. anything i can get to download, then i'll download...
hey, that's the way to fully use the internet, rite?
almost anything... especially i love to download the latest album... n i made lots of discographies of artistes which i like! hahaha... (no offense ehh... i just love the music not the artistes. though i'll buy their records if i really like it)

currently downloading lots of christmas albums... i like Mariah Carey's "Merry Christmas II You". it's really uplifting my mood of Christmas... a good album. looking for few good ones especially for this Christmas.
hmm... any recommendations???

02.12.2010

i'm still awake... hehehe... so spend a lil time writing in... still not really sleepy yet due to the 'kopi ping'. hahaha...

tonight is the 2nd time of caroling practice. and tonight get divided into groups. into 3 groups. a lil of disappointment since i din get into the same group wit my sis... (weird they separate us) but guess what, i got into the same group wit him... (though i'm not sure should i be happy or not) see how then......

after then, some of us go for drink at 'Kopi Ping'... that's y i ended up here tonight. lol... i kinda like the interior design of the shop.. will snap few pictures when i got the chance... : ) and the drinks there are real cheap!! found a good place to hang out ady.. hahahaha

i'm kinda excited today... got back then pick up the guitar again to play... as i saw one of the christmas song was kinda easy to be played. and yes, i know at least a song now?? hahaha... makes me happy i can get to play a song as i always have problems wit strumming.. grrr... (i can't play together chords wit strumming...)
reminds me needs lots of practice. hopefully can master in time.

looking forward for tomoro... and shall i say today??? : )

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

it's DECEMBER!!!

yeah... december!!!
the most awaiting month of the year...
the happiest month of the year...
the most happening of the year...
the most spend of the month...
and it's the Christmas month!!!

Christmas is coming~

i'm just simply happy because it's December...
i even put up my Christmas Tree already since 29th Nov.... hehehe
a song just popped up in my mind...
a song which i love so much all the time... but sadly it's seen no where to be downloaded...
it's a song which i used to sing during church choir... it's few years back... 
Christmas Comes From the Heart...

*i'll post out the lyrics when i find the original copy of the song..

hopefully this Christmas will be full of joy!! Praise the Lord!

Monday, November 29, 2010

Canine Distemper Cure/ Help

i just write this down if it can come to help any canine distemper victims.

this Distemper virus can be cured. although not really fully cure but those canine can survived from this virus when they catch it.

it's easy to notice this virus when ur canine have this symptoms exists...

-the eyes inflammed (reddish), a lot of eye discharge (tahi mata), ur canine mostly will try to keep on rubbing their eyes.
-the rejection of food, not eating (no appetite)
-flu, mucus coming out frm nose
-cough

how to treat it:-

-get antibiotics (advisable twice a day) to help them fight these symptoms
-flu and cough medicine
-a must to give Vitamin C. preferably lots of vitamin C. any vitamin C would be okay, as long it's vitC. there's one survived was given 250gm every couple of hours. u can buy orange and squeeze the juice to feed them. twice per day. (there's someone also suggest to give vitA. it helps too)
-wash the eye discharge and mucus frequently. can use eye-drop to ease and clean the eyes.
-make sure they eat something. high protein food. force feed if needed.

*i'm not a vet nor any medical studies. it's just based on my experiences and the knowledge i get by searching lots of these infos.

give ur canine a second chance. don't give up! :)

Rainbow survived!

Rainbow gets better and better!!
i'm really happy for her... after a long fight!! trying all my might to do anything to cure her... even when everyone thinks i'm doing too much, all i do is in vain... but i proof them wrong!
and i'm glad that i reject the idea of euthanize her whom the vet suggest.
and i like to say, "u r SO WRONG!"... they can survived frm this virus.

she's doing well until now... her legs getting stronger now.

i almost tear up when i bathed her the other day. she was lying helplessly in her cage although when i tried to let her out to bath. she's not even tried to wake up when i carried her. she was so weak until she's not willing to move a muscle. i thought she will be a goner soon.

it even breaks my heart when i bathed her, she was standing but collapsed halfway. i was forced to bath her in a lying position. i just tried to do as quickly as i can so she won't catch a cold not to worsen her condition. wipe and blow dry her.

it's a relieved to me yesterday, i bathed her again as she really smells (dunno why so, it's only few days past). she's standing all the while until the end. and i'm so happy when she jumps on me again after so long.... because of this disease. she's used to be an active furkid.

now she's come back to her normal self now. kinda. only that i suspect her sight is not really ok. when i put her out for walk, she still seems to run on things. i'm afraid she will have this as side effects of the virus. hopefully she'll recover in no time.

though am thankful already i did not lose her as well. not after losing Brownie.

movie!!!

yeah... just watch another movie yesterday night! another movie only after a night rest. hahahaha...  it's kinda a last minute plan after church service. (actually already have in mind earlier but not properly 'ON')
UNSTOPPABLE! awesome movie!
it's a great storyline which was inspired by a true story... great director of the movie. i really like the way he works the movie. thumbs up! great work!
u have to watch it urself to know what i was talking about!

planning ahead to watch movies again... especially lots of nice movies coming out this DECEMBER!
arghh... would be a high rate of spending month!

on the line~ rapunzel, chronicles of narnia, bruce lee...

Sunday, November 28, 2010

out for a drink

actually it was yesterday night.. but changed to tonight. yep, due to the earlier date to watch movie. hahahaha
tonight is just a gathering for our cell group... M9
at first planned to be at Jabez cafe (opened by church council) but it's full house. guess it's booked for a gathering too.

so we decided to change to tanjung aru first beach. i was kinda pissed off by one of the hawker stall there. i was ordering drinks. and the workers' attitude were already pissing me off. lazy workers! so since i need to wait for my juice, i just take out money to pay them first. and then~ the owner gives me a 'shitty' face there. arghh... the way she talks and the looks... makes me really wanna smack her rite at the face. Damn!!!

"u pay so early? the drinks not even made. n i dun know what's the order and u already pay.what u want to order?"
"avocado juice"
"dun have! look over there" -pointing to the pile of fruits.

i was like DUHHH.... how do i know there's no avocado? ur workers not telling me even. it's like they r MUTE or something. and can u don't give me that shitty face?

hopefully i dun need to see that face anymore. or that attitude of hers. or else, i'm sure gonna yell back at her. she's lucky i'm not showing my "fang's" yet.

but still, great time gathering. not to mention bout that.... 

Saturday, November 27, 2010

movie night !

yesterday night went for a movie... Harry Potter! & the deathly hallows
hmmph... overall, the movie quite good. but it kinda strained my back. mayb am old. LOL. i have to sit at a position which lasted for 2 hrs plus... gosh... it's only PART 1 though...

i hated to watch a movie which needs a continue-tion... as i need to wait again might be year/s before it shows out. all the memories of the story lines and the exciting moments n anticipation you have to wait and bring forth... to the awaiting film.

it's after so long and i don't even remember which the last film of Harry Potter i watched... might watch tilled the third series only. & it's the SEVENTH now...  i missed a lot and forgot a lot. guess i need to download it all and re-watch and some watch anew all over again... arghh... takes time though... glad that it's the final one. hehehehe...

* HE did joined us for the movie though. (he's the one who suggested the movie). i didn't get to sit beside him. lol. but i'm not sure whether the instinct was right. but he was like wanted to talk to me everytime. when he talks, he look at me. or i think too much? arghh...

Friday, November 26, 2010

an old time favourite song

yesterday night, after coming back from the first christmas caroling practice...
suddenly i just felt like i wanted to touch the guitar again... LOL... not that i really know how to play it but~
wanted to learn it again after stopped half-way learning...

so when i started to learn back the chords again... suddenly my sis brings this song up... she said it's easy when u mastered the few chords and u can play this song....

WHEN YOU SAY NOTHING AT ALL

(i just fell in love again with this song... the melody is so beautiful. and i just realized this song is actually as old as i am... hahahaha... i'll just post the lyrics out... to share.)

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face
Lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand
Says you'll catch me where ever I fall
You say it best
When you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking at loud
But when you hold me near
you drown out the crowd
try as they may they could never define
What's been said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face
Lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand
Says you'll catch me where ever I fall
You say it best
When you say nothing at all

The smile on your face
Lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'd never leave me
The touch of your hand
Says you'll catch me where ever I fall
You say it best
When you say nothing at all

hopefully i can successfully play the guitar... at least this song???

Rainbow gets BETTER!!!

finally!!! after the loss of Brownie, after unstoppable prayer, after much browsing and searching, after much tender care and nursing, after lots of medication and vitamins, after weeks of waiting and hoping, after determinations...

finally, Rainbow's getting better!!!

i was more than happy and excited~ after so many of trying... which i always reminds myself not to GIVE UP! which i almost gave up several times... (and i'm glad i did NOT!) as i'm the one who fights for it. when everyone was like laughing and don't even care, when Rainbow herself not co-operating... 

Rainbow gets more energetic now, eats more and her hard pad on her paws was getting peeled off. i think that's the sign of recovering...

but i still need to continue to take notice on her condition until she really recovers from this fatal disease of canine distemper.

but there's so much to worried more... i'm afraid some of her symptoms can't be cure. her hind legs are still weak and she kinds of lost balance when walking. and i'm afraid she will lose her eyesight (but fingers crossed hope it's not) as she's kind of can't really see. and the most worried part was i can't keep her with me for long.... (from what i read frm the internet) as she will be the carrier of disease. oh gosh... what should i do by then???

God bless me~

Thursday, November 25, 2010

i think i fall for Him all over again

gosh... it was last sunday... 211110. God just let me fall for him again... ahh... he's so georgeous!!!

he coincidently sitting beside me... not once but twice that night. we were gathering to celebrating a fren's birthday.

i dun rili know how to express my feelings by words... it's just so mixed up. happy?excited?or the opposite? i dun know~

it surprised me too when he was kinda like gives me the attention... "what have u chosen to eat?". okay, i think i take it too much... it's only a question! (i'm still reminding myself i was thinking too much...jangan perasan pls) and he talk to me more that night.. or i should put it we get to talk more cause it's like the first time we got this chance to talk.

but i was accidentally noticing another thing which we both similar.. the way we eat is soooo similar. i dunno whether he did notice. it makes me so embarass cause the way we move are so the 'same'...

i was not hoping high already in the first place... as i was just having a crush on him... mesmerize by his talent frm afar... and yes, i like the way he is like a guy that i would fall for. he got the thing that i'm looking in a guy.

but... he's loved by lots of gals too... and even my 'best friend'... it makes me even to put my hopes down when she said 'they have a lot of similarities too'. and the look on her face was so so happy... i can't utter a word... we fall for the same guy! again!

so i was pleading that oh pls God, dun let me fall deeply for him again... if he wasn't meant for me, then pls dun let me have this hopes again... i would be more than happy to bless them if u want to pair him with her.

Monday, November 22, 2010

the Late Brownie

it's really heart wrecking that Brownie had left us...due to distemper. i still misses her... even Marley miss her too.
it's been almost the third week now since she left... on 6th nov. it's been so late to help her in the first place. if only i know the virus earlier.

i can still remember the night... the last time she collapsed. struggling... and breath hard about the third time before she's off. i regretted that i didn't get to help her much. didn't get to be beside her in time at her last breath. i was so lost... fearing the time comes..that i have to face this again. but that's when i was hesitating and fearing, she's gone. i was watching her from the sliding door...

when i was awaken frm my deep staring, i quickly dash out... it was just too late... my tears just happened to flow down my cheek rightaway.

she's just a lovely dog. we all thought that she was sent to us frm God. one day she just came to our hse and stayed. she's a good guarding dog. even the time of hse renovation, we moved to Beverly Hill's apartment for mths, she stayed there to guard the hse.

she seems to understand us... it's cute when we scolded her, she will just bow her head down,  walks away slowly (and a lil bending knees position), and the pitiful looks... she knows she was at wrong... :)
once, we asked her to bite, and she really bites! the lizard (biawak). same goes to "after that person"... hahaha.. she chased the person away angrily. as the person was trying to follow us til our hse and wants to scold us... (but the motorcyclist was at wrong in the first place).
she guards everyone of us. whenever we walks out, she follows us to protect us. barks at whoever strangers passing by the gate. WE NEVER TRAINED HER....

she always gave birth to beautiful puppies... i always like to stole her puppy away to cuddle them and gives her back... lol. but she never bites me nor angry.


we actually never really 'pat' her... there's once when i first touch and stroke her fur, she likes it... she likes to be loved. because she was so 'cool' all the while... lol... but after that, she always try to come forward to let us pat her.

she was afraid especially when we chained her. she will just freezed herself. and we have to drag her all the way to bath her. lol. 


ain't she pretty?
i would say she's the pretty kind though she was just a stray dog at first. love her and sadly miss.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

a ONE day trip

...@Nov17.2010...

everyone was waiting for this day as it's a public holiday!!! hahahaha...
actually i din quite really anticipating for this day though... as might in the first place i dun really wanna go for this day trip... (church outing) bcuz i'm on tight budget..though it's only cost rm20. (it's still money, rite?)

i was quite surprise when i woke up early that morning... usually i wake at ten.
we gather first at church before depart. sis drove her car along all the way to papar... to Papar Basel church. i rmb i actually ever been there before for kids EE. brings back memories.

we fellowship at the church school hall.
we have praise n worship.
divided into groups for 2 games.
drove to a restaurant nearby (they named there OLD TOWN) for lunch buffet. they sure surprised for a large group crowded the restaurant. hahaha... 90 over ppl! (it's booked earlier).
then each cell group's presentation moment. frm my opinion, i can say that my cell group is the BEST!
a moment for prayer. and prize giving to end the day. (but all the same... lol)
on our way back to kk, God bless us with heavy rain...
we managed to stop at lintas to try the famous bread. yummy!

i was busy the whole day snapping pictures. given the task to become the photographer of the day...
hahahaha... that's what i LIKE!

but there's one thing i regret... didn't get to go for michael wong's tour at 1B at night. as nobody wanted to go.... : (  if only i have a car, i would drive there.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

LIFE is so FRAGILE

this morning when i just woke up eventually by my MUM... i came down frm the stairs n went straight to kitchen. i saw her face so red, her eyes teary. i knew she cried. "why u cried?" n she told me....

Sophia's dad (Mr. Chee-my uncle) had just passed away.
what???how??? not he already recovered???
just JUST NOW...when he go for a re-check at the hospital.

gosh... it's so sudden... it was just over a month ago...  when he was hospitalized. and God almost took his live away...
no...i should say that's the first time God took his life away... and he was even praised by the doctors that HE WAS ONE LUCKY MAN!... because his heart had stopped beating but he revived!!!
i remembered his always-cheerful-face that he retold the story...

but then again it's just unpredictable thing to be happened. HE JUST GONE...
it's just sad that he's on his recovery progress... and mum said she just called yesterday to ask how's his condition... "i'm very much better already".

he have fought a good fight.. and may he R.I.P
my prayers will be with you and family.

this makes me think deeper that i should do much valuable things in my life. as one's life is unpredictable.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Rainbow gets DISTEMPER

i noticed Rainbow was caught up with the same disease with Brownie. her eyes started to have a lot of eye discharge and inflamed (red). i dun want if two doggie died of the disease which i have no idea of. so i insist my mum to drive to take her to the vet.

she was diagnosed with canine distemper virus when i take her to the vet at sabah medical animal centre (smAc) on Deepavali (it's public holiday, and the vet that i used to go did not open) no choice but to go there. and the vet told me it's not a curable and an airborne virus. i hate when the vet tells me only when i kept on asking and asking. it really annoyed me even when i asked a lot and she din seem to care to elaborate more but only answers the questions i asked (include if it's a curable virus). she's just so NOT the type i like.

it pissed me too when she even 'signal' to euthanize her. oh god! she's not helping at all. at that time, i really wish i was a vet then. and just only a little of medicine which i can get at any pharmacy that are much much more cheaper. it's just a small and only takes about a ten minute test and NO further ADVICE already cost me a hundred over ringgit! oh dear, i'm not working, man!!!

i'm happy n kind of relieved when this morning i saw Rainbow's bowl was empty. She finished her dinner! that was just so relieving as she hadn't eaten much pretty lately or even a single bit from her meal. this actually worried me every day... Her lost of appetite was due to this distemper.
another thing i was relieved was she pooped! i know it's not a big deal... but it was for me. she hadn't poop for like almost a week?... okay, mayb 5 days... i dun remember...
but still i hope her progress getting better... and i tried my best to help her fight this fatal disease.
praying hard n fingers crossed. hopefully she can recover. i will update her condition. will see how...


*recorrection :- after few days of observed, i realized that it's not really Rainbow finished her meal. it's the rats!! gosh... hate them! it just gives me high hopes. luckily i still make sure Rainbow did eat something during the day. there are so many rats coming out for food at night. and they take on the opportunity when Rainbow was so weak to attack them! they just climb right into the cage (not afraid of Rainbow) and eat frm the bowl. after so many of rat poison to kills them, they still happen to have...damn! i can't numbered them. how many r they??? grrr...