Tuesday, April 26, 2011

interview!

go for the interview today at Pan Pacific Sutera Harbour which appointed at 9.30am.
sitting at the lounge... and finally greeted by my fren's boss & manager.
well... the interview is ok... but i'm started to think whether it's really worth it to work in a hotel line...

& the main question i was concerned about is the money issue problem... it's damn so low for the basic salary offered. and second, all those time sacrificing by working continuously for fortnight only worth that much?? i just don't get it... i kept wonder whether God really want to show me something??

and my fren kept on asking me for the answer...(guess will be another turn down offer.)

luckily i'm ON TIME to the office... hehehe... & another busy day... until full of confusions & blurness.

MONDAY!

what a hectic day today!
once i reached the office... it seems like all the works started piling up for me to do... phew!
i even confused up myself... kept on finding my wallet n cellphone around the hse which made me late to office... but it's actually in my handbag already! lol. felt like been blinded...as was said in yesterday's sermon... hahaha... guess i experienced it NOW!

busy like a bee since started working until finished work... that's tired! that's 7hrs of working continuously! almost wanted to skip my lunch for just wanted to finish up the work... (guess that's my energy & seriousness when comes to work)
btw, the weather today r so tempting me... raining so heavily which really a great moment for sleeping at home.. hahaha..

today quite a surprised to received a call... a call to interview tomoro. thought there won't be news anymore bout the job. but i'm still struggling whether the job would be really for me? or a green signal? i've been praying bout my career opportunities... n i'm not even sure whether it's the right time for me to change job since it's the first job that i felt comfortable after so many offices i backed out after a mth? it's a bad history for my working experience. and it's this stable income which also higher offer than any other companies that can given me. arghh!!! headache...

god give me strength...

Sunday, April 10, 2011

A Letter for Me! (due on 10th April 2014)

Dear the Future Me,

HI! How are you doing? I believed that i'm gonna turned 26 this year when u reading this letter again!
Are you doing great? Feeling Good?

I hope you're not missing me in these few years. As i'm expecting much to see a more successful, improved, confident, happy, mature, and a beautiful me!

How do you look like now? Did u become that beautiful lady in town? lol. I'm sure you do so. I'm longing to see that radiant youthful skin again now... (as God did promise me so) in which i don't have now...still fighting this pimple prone skin that kept haunting me for years which i can't possibly remember how long...!!! damn!
I hope that i have fought a good fight at your time now.

And oh yeah, how's your BANK right now? I'm really hoping that you are able to pamper yourself right now w/o any worries of money left. lol. Thinking i'm lacking a lot right now.. even struggling to find ways to be able to buy smartphones, and a lappy. (and especially it will be officially mine) update me with ur latest gadget,aight?

How bout ur working right now? ur Job? I don't wish to hear you are still stuck at the same job till now. Not with the same position even if it's still at forever living... (crossed fingers!) lol. Manager la at the least! hahaha... with God Blessings! Guess God for sure have opened up ways, supernatural opportunities for you. I'm still thriving to find the job that i've always dreamt of. Bcuz there will be a day God will surely use me according to HIS purpose... to touch ppl lives and be a blessing to others. I'm sure this is just the time of my beginning towards the journey of my great ambitions & dreams. Please do update me photos of ur adventures. : )

Oh yeah, do you have a great boyfriend already? A cool & hot guy? lol. A loving you the way you are guy? Please do tell me the amazing story. ahaks.. Thinking back, i can't believe I'm still single right now. but I'm sure God will bring the right person to me. and I'm wondering whether my siblings are all married?? or even having great kids? hehehe... and how's everybody's doing? Mum & Dad? I hope you did a great job taking care of them.

Oh... do I have grand furkids? How's the beautiful husky Marcy, that funny Marley, & adorable tiny Rainbow? lol. or even added more to the family? I know you will love them more & pls bring them out once in a while.

Did we moved out? to a beautiful house? my own room mayb? I'm still waiting for God's answer bout this matter. Hopefully now u can help more in the family and do a great part of yours. Remember the dream to own a hse? and opened up a business? Prayed that God really open the gates of heaven & pour much blessings to own that in a short time.

And before i Forget, did u received the anointing of the Holy Spirit? to be able in a deeper relationship with God?

Continue to stand firm in ur faith... and release the greater faith in you. grow Stronger and you can do great things for it is possible with God.

From,
with Love the Past Me.

P.s: Love You! send regards to our Boyfriend. lol. Looking forward to meeting you!

Sunday, April 3, 2011

it's Sunday again!

tonight watched a movie again... lol. almost every week once. (even planned wit sis not to waste money n plan well on our budget) we r cutting down expenses by not buying snacks for movies. hahaha...

i have no idea what the movie was about or even the full title even now. just follow the crowd to watch... lol. but it turned out to be a gud movie worth watching. 'The Eagle'... (ok, i admit i just found out the title through the internet. lol) if u happen to like the film of '300', 'troy', 'braveheart', 'the patriot', 'gladiator', 'alexander'... then u'll like this one too... i really like these kind of movies... i rather watch these movies few times than love stories... (it's boring, yawn...) lol.

and most of all, the main cast is Channing Tatum... one of the handsomes i must say... hee...

bought another FEMALE mag... hehe... and it's hilarious when we forgot to redeemed at the counter after out frm Giant shopping. but lucky i realised before we really drove of frm City Mall. thank God!

Saturday, April 2, 2011

T.G.I.F.S.

thank God it's First Saturday..of the month... holiday! no work!
i'm actually expecting this week my friend would come to visit my furkids. but end up no news. since it's the only week in a mth i'm free. it's a relieved too cuz Marcy is still not looking gud yet. lol.

was a lot of planning on my mind to do for today... but end up... nothing as i planned.
thought to bring Rainbow for a heart guard injection and collect my MICE cert at college. but again...

was asked to wake up for a test drive... lol. i'm actually was not fully prepared and din even have the mood to practice my drive. oh well... dad drive us (me & eld. sis) to the sports complex field again... this time using my myvi.

first time really driving an auto car. felt something was missing... & of course it's the gear changing procedure! hahahaha... drive for few rounds.. getting used wit the steering... and i dare myself to drive onto road. real road! oh gosh... i dun know why i was so nervous. & i can't believe i'm driving slower than usual compare when the time i'm still learning to drive. and damn it's auto i meant!

turn out my skills so sucks! at first i'm still confident... but after hearing a lil bit of 'teachings' frm dad plus confusions itself, i just loose control of everything. my driving seems moving like a snake! oops~

back home... while releasing Rainbow, while working on to put on a leash on her, the most unexpected thing happened! Marley got on her back and... well... he just raped her! it's crazy... (that's wat i'm avoiding to happen... put on a leash so that she won't be raped by the neighbour's dog. arghh!) & i damn worried she got pregnant... since she's tiny & a distemper survivor. *crossed fingers* got to wait few mths b4 i know the answers...

Happy April Fool's Day!

it's been a long time i din really 'join-in' for an April's Fool's day... so i tried to do something great & have fun this year! y not?

tried to search on the internet of ideas during midnight. so finally found one which i think i can pull it out successfully. CHANGE MY BIRTHDATE!!! lol. so there i change my birthdate to 1st APRIL on my FACEBOOK!!!

just after few minutes i changed... i'm thrilled to received notifications of someone commenting on my wall! and there goes my first fake birthday wish received. hahaha...

and then i went off to sleep... when i woke up, i open again my facebook page... another few wishes posted on my wall... lol. and it's getting quite interesting... hahaha... i tot i only get to fool a few of my friends since earlier post one of my friend already hinting a fren on my wall that it's a prank. and even my two sisters texting me when saw the birthday notifications. hahaha... and even she tried to tell of my prank by posting it on her wall... lol. (she can't stand so many ppl being fooled ady) hahahaha...

and i even thought others should b more attentive not to be fool cuz of today!
but into my surprised, (cuz i can't online at work) i saw another 77 notifications when i log in again at night... lol.

some are quite smart, or i would say they have the 'heart' to rmb my birthday. it's the most great April Fool's prank i've done so far. lol. it's a great game to play... and at the same time, i analyse that ppl tend to have the heart to spend few minutes to wish u on ur big day but nvr intend to really care bout u or get to know u. that's really sad but it's the fact.

guess i'll continue to make it a tradition to make a great April Fool's day every year. lol.
regretted i din turn my sis clock early 1 hr. hehehe...

other than that, i also successfully lied to Stephanie. saying i'm on leave. and that makes me can't get to have lunch wit her. lol. and the hilarious part was even my mum played the game. she fool my bro that his husky on the loose. hahaha... that sure pissed him off that time. lol.

Happy April Fool's day...