Christmas Eve!

every year i've been used to be busy during the Eve, but this year seems to be different... much way different...

i have no performance tonight... recalled back the moments i used to be all night busy preparing this and that... running here n thr... changing & changing different performances clothing... on & off stage... but oh well...
this year i just gonna sit there calmly & enjoy the whole programmes... but of course not without bro's DSLR in hand...

i have to admit that i kind of boring tonight... i'm not sure why this year kind of suck for me... not sure y God din use me...

and nobody seems to notice me btw... was hoping that mayb special someone would say something... but oh well, nvm...

tonight everything a bit dull... non spectacular decorations.. no sermon translation... only singing presentations. n kids drama presentation. i've been awaiting for a year but not one single dance performance.. shit! was dreaming that i could at least teach something nice...tonight more to evangelism night... more testimonials..but wasted that those testimonials not inspiring enough... the 'spirit' was a bit lost there...

and oh, eld. sis bf did come... n i avoided to meet him!!!... naay... so that i don't spoiled my mood more... : )

after the celebration & busy taking crazy pictures, then sis insist on going back home to change her clothes... lol. as she doesn't want to wear like an OL everywhere.. we go to 'Kopi Ping' again as planned... (the cafe was like our station to have our fellowship. lol)

i felt a bit boring though... dunno why... not really have the joyful feeling... like something was lost. btw, din saw that Fishball guy... guess he's out countdown wit frens...

after awaiting for the countdown... we just left then... i was like so tired... no mood for another round of fun... (since sis was such a total control freak) while mum & dad haven't back yet frm kampung...