frustrated!

today is tuesday... i feel so frustrated to find a job quick...
the date line is killing me actually... although i know what my final decision is... reject the offer! or i like to called it a JOB! i won't say it's an offer as i dun think it that way... totally it's not even an offer... ridiculous one indeed.

yesterday went for an interview... which a friend recommended. actually to help her in the office as she wanted to do sales. i'm planning to work for few months just to earn enough to survive temporarily. she knows that i only wanted to work for not long... and i don't intend to tell the boss during the interview...

and... oh, i failed to do so... as i know what he's expecting... he hint me.. and so i am honest wit him. cuz i felt tired of running company by company... i wish to find a proper job which i like to be stable... and yet he hires me... but it's totally not a good news to me. and guess what... i might really just take that job working few months..but i think twice bcuz he only asked me to start after chinese new year??? gosh..just a few hundreds n ringgits he even don't wish to give.. what a stingy guy. he even wants to save that 'ang pow' money. *friggin hilarious*

he expect highly that i will work for him for long... i dun really like the way he says things out. or his concept of living... and that's y i hate finding those jobs. jobs that totally giving such a low salary. salary that won't be enough for living.. and how do u expect i even can save??? everything was raised... especially gas... kept on raising the price but when is the salary???

that's what the boss always doing... kept pressing the employee's salary to the lowest but they kept earning?? what the fuck was that? we as people who r not fortunate enough to be born with a golden key... that's y we tries to strive to be one of them... yet, it's not easy. living need CASH.

i hate it when he tries to debate with me. hmm... or actually i think i like to debate with him. unlucky for me for i not gud enough wit my chinese. damn!

i'm a person who wants to strive for success! and i'm not a person who just satisfied with what i get w/o improving. dun expect me doing clerical works for the rest of my life for that lil penny of urs???... n don't dream of getting a knows-how-to-work employee by ur low salary... that's a NO! dun make me laugh! u know it by ur previous experiences but u still not AWAKE yet huh!!

i just don't get it when everyone said it's ok with that price... should i say them simpleton??? i'm not trying to be racism... but that's the way they think. yes, we should be thankful for what we have. i do. but it's just not everything goes that way... that's when the bosses r taking this as an advantage for them to earn billions.

hopefully i can get good news real soon...