the Late Brownie

it's really heart wrecking that Brownie had left us...due to distemper. i still misses her... even Marley miss her too.
it's been almost the third week now since she left... on 6th nov. it's been so late to help her in the first place. if only i know the virus earlier.

i can still remember the night... the last time she collapsed. struggling... and breath hard about the third time before she's off. i regretted that i didn't get to help her much. didn't get to be beside her in time at her last breath. i was so lost... fearing the time comes..that i have to face this again. but that's when i was hesitating and fearing, she's gone. i was watching her from the sliding door...

when i was awaken frm my deep staring, i quickly dash out... it was just too late... my tears just happened to flow down my cheek rightaway.

she's just a lovely dog. we all thought that she was sent to us frm God. one day she just came to our hse and stayed. she's a good guarding dog. even the time of hse renovation, we moved to Beverly Hill's apartment for mths, she stayed there to guard the hse.

she seems to understand us... it's cute when we scolded her, she will just bow her head down,  walks away slowly (and a lil bending knees position), and the pitiful looks... she knows she was at wrong... :)
once, we asked her to bite, and she really bites! the lizard (biawak). same goes to "after that person"... hahaha.. she chased the person away angrily. as the person was trying to follow us til our hse and wants to scold us... (but the motorcyclist was at wrong in the first place).
she guards everyone of us. whenever we walks out, she follows us to protect us. barks at whoever strangers passing by the gate. WE NEVER TRAINED HER....

she always gave birth to beautiful puppies... i always like to stole her puppy away to cuddle them and gives her back... lol. but she never bites me nor angry.


we actually never really 'pat' her... there's once when i first touch and stroke her fur, she likes it... she likes to be loved. because she was so 'cool' all the while... lol... but after that, she always try to come forward to let us pat her.

she was afraid especially when we chained her. she will just freezed herself. and we have to drag her all the way to bath her. lol. 

ain't she pretty?

i would say she's the pretty kind though she was just a stray dog at first. love her and sadly miss.